Hey yaw!
I'm just gonna be honest and say that I'm gonna post a few entries for this day. Why? Cuz it's the end of 2013 baby !
So how's your 2013 so far? Mine pretty sucks. Tapi boleh katakan yang tahun 2013 ni thought me a lot about life. From budak PMR naik ke budak Form 4 memang berbeza. Bukan je sebab subjek kat sekolah dah bertambah tapi dalam banyak benda dah berubah. People just stopped treating you a like kid and they make you be responsible for what you did. Masa form 3 dulu boleh la cakap "Eh, bukan aku yang buat" But being a 16 year old girl, I've learnt that we have to take responsibility of what we did. I need to stay positive and face every challenge maturely. (Trust me, there's gonna be a whole lot of challenges when you're 16) I've learnt that it's ok if I fail but the main thing is to never give up. Cuz once you give up, orang lain akan pijak kepala kau. BELIEVE ME.
ok that's it for this mini post.
To be continued, some time, this day.
Love,
Fiffy :)
Monday, December 30, 2013
4 countries in 10 days baby !
Hey guys. It's been quite a long time since my last post. Was I busy? Heck yeah ! With all the final exams and stuff.
Let's just go straight to the point alright. Holidays were AWESOME this year! Some asked did I go to Paris and some says Netherlands and others say Belgium. Well I say... I went to all mentioned! Plus Germany..
I can't really "elaborate" on all of the places I've been to but perhaps I could spill some details. Well firstly my family and I went to visit Cologne (KOLN) in Germany. It was just a short trip but I think it's quite a peaceful area. Nope, we did not have a nap or sleep after the 13 hours flight. Penat tu penat jugak la tapi seronok punya pasal, tak ingat penat dah. LOL. My sisters and I were extremely thrilled sebab bila keluar airport je, rasa macam masuk dalam freezer. Sejuk ya amat! Jackets and coats? Of course la bro, it's like 5 degrees over there ! (Mine ada bulu bulu.. hehe)
Lepas shopping sikit sikit, kitorang straight pegi Amsterdam. I'm not exaggerating but Amsterdam is AWESOME !! Memang best gila sebab town dia macam peaceful je. Almost everyone uses bikes and bicycles as their transport. Kereta tu ada jugak la. Tapi diorang bawak basikal laju macam bawak motor. NO kidding. Shopping kat sana memang best. But I warn you if any of you're going there, kena pantau budak-budak sikit cuz there are quite a bunch of shops yang "inappropriate" for kids, ya know what I mean?
Stayed in Ramada Hotel, Amsterdam for 2 nights. Next stop, Belgium! Umm what can I say about Belgium eh? It was quite fascinating to see all those historical buildings and not to mention the famous Manneken Pis. (the shirtless boy) Kalau nak tau pasal the history pegi Google sendiri la, tak larat nak cerita. And not to forget, the well-known Belgium waffles ! Homagadd sedap gilos. It's around 4.5 Euros each and that's around RM20 ! Yep. Tapi memang berbaloi la sebab sedap...and you don't get to taste Belgium waffles in Malaysia everyday ! (Kalau bab makan aku memang terlebih excited. LOL)
Next, we went PARIS babyyy! Yeah.. the city of love or bla bla bla. The buildings are inexplicably breath-taking. Musee du Louvre, Arc de Triomphe, Notre Dame etc. Dan yang tak lain & tak bukan.... EIFFEL TOWER ! (tour de eiffel) I was fascinated by the beautiful buildings and all but my mom.... she got herself tied on something else. Her favorite spot = Galeries Lafayette. No no it's not a place where they exhibit art and stuff, it's like a really enormous and luxurious shopping spot. Louis Vuitton, Burberry, Long Champs, Gucci, YOU NAME IT !
And last but not least, a cruise along the city of Paris and the Eiffel Tower. Omagad it was damnnnn cold and I'm pretty sure my nose froze. LOL. It was indeed a very breath taking and beautiful scenery I've ever seen.There are couples hugging and cuddling in the cold and I was like "Errrrr.." Haha. But I enjoyed myself to the fullest :D
I've some problems in uploading the pics so maybe nanti la I upload gambar tu eh?
That's it for now. Bye guys :D
Love,
Fiffy
Let's just go straight to the point alright. Holidays were AWESOME this year! Some asked did I go to Paris and some says Netherlands and others say Belgium. Well I say... I went to all mentioned! Plus Germany..
I can't really "elaborate" on all of the places I've been to but perhaps I could spill some details. Well firstly my family and I went to visit Cologne (KOLN) in Germany. It was just a short trip but I think it's quite a peaceful area. Nope, we did not have a nap or sleep after the 13 hours flight. Penat tu penat jugak la tapi seronok punya pasal, tak ingat penat dah. LOL. My sisters and I were extremely thrilled sebab bila keluar airport je, rasa macam masuk dalam freezer. Sejuk ya amat! Jackets and coats? Of course la bro, it's like 5 degrees over there ! (Mine ada bulu bulu.. hehe)
Lepas shopping sikit sikit, kitorang straight pegi Amsterdam. I'm not exaggerating but Amsterdam is AWESOME !! Memang best gila sebab town dia macam peaceful je. Almost everyone uses bikes and bicycles as their transport. Kereta tu ada jugak la. Tapi diorang bawak basikal laju macam bawak motor. NO kidding. Shopping kat sana memang best. But I warn you if any of you're going there, kena pantau budak-budak sikit cuz there are quite a bunch of shops yang "inappropriate" for kids, ya know what I mean?
Stayed in Ramada Hotel, Amsterdam for 2 nights. Next stop, Belgium! Umm what can I say about Belgium eh? It was quite fascinating to see all those historical buildings and not to mention the famous Manneken Pis. (the shirtless boy) Kalau nak tau pasal the history pegi Google sendiri la, tak larat nak cerita. And not to forget, the well-known Belgium waffles ! Homagadd sedap gilos. It's around 4.5 Euros each and that's around RM20 ! Yep. Tapi memang berbaloi la sebab sedap...and you don't get to taste Belgium waffles in Malaysia everyday ! (Kalau bab makan aku memang terlebih excited. LOL)
Next, we went PARIS babyyy! Yeah.. the city of love or bla bla bla. The buildings are inexplicably breath-taking. Musee du Louvre, Arc de Triomphe, Notre Dame etc. Dan yang tak lain & tak bukan.... EIFFEL TOWER ! (tour de eiffel) I was fascinated by the beautiful buildings and all but my mom.... she got herself tied on something else. Her favorite spot = Galeries Lafayette. No no it's not a place where they exhibit art and stuff, it's like a really enormous and luxurious shopping spot. Louis Vuitton, Burberry, Long Champs, Gucci, YOU NAME IT !
And last but not least, a cruise along the city of Paris and the Eiffel Tower. Omagad it was damnnnn cold and I'm pretty sure my nose froze. LOL. It was indeed a very breath taking and beautiful scenery I've ever seen.There are couples hugging and cuddling in the cold and I was like "Errrrr.." Haha. But I enjoyed myself to the fullest :D
I've some problems in uploading the pics so maybe nanti la I upload gambar tu eh?
That's it for now. Bye guys :D
Love,
Fiffy
Monday, September 30, 2013
ALMOST year end
assalamualaikum.
today's date is September 30th 2013 which means we've been through 3/4 of 2013 already. oh god this year sure is tiring. well.. frankly exam's just around the corner and people will start asking their friends whether they have started the revision and studies or not. oh for god's sake.. kalau nak study to study je la if not then just sit down at home quietly! but typical students being students, kalau tengok atau dengar yang kawan sendiri dah mula study baru la nak terhegeh cari buku and everything.
what i am trying to do here is just stabilize my emotions and all. tak nak ada terjerat in any immature dramas you know. everytime before i start my revision, i'll always imagine that i'm about to sit for a qualification exam to get into Taylors University or Monash in Australia. i just want it so badly. same goes when my mood suddenly starting to fade or disappear in class. i'll just think that I'm gonna get the hell outta here soon and all i gotta do is just hang in there.
and not to forget, i seriously gotta pay attention to my health. memandangkan cuaca yang tak menentu sekarang ni, apa pun boleh jadi. apparently there are bunch of diseases that i might be caught up with. i also currently having a freakin sore throat and i really hate it. I'm automatically this quiet and shy, short girl in class during this unfavorable period. Oh god i hope i get well soon. Esok dah la ada Sejarah Paper 3. Entah apa pun tak ready lagi and lepas tu pulak my grandma boleh ajak pergi market. Hmm.. Takpe la pasrah je la.
Oh yeah. Hari ni Husna dengan Ika dua dua tak datang so that might be one of the reason why i'm pretty quiet in class today. Memang nak kena dua dua ekor tu. but then, it may seems like Karma because last week i'm the one who was absent and left the both of them in school. I went to KL, enjoying myself for the last minute before exam starts. Haha. I guess it's their planned agenda eh?
anyways, i gotta get ready now because i have to accompany my grandma to the market now..YEAH NO KIDDING. the only reason i'm a little annoyed is because i should be having my beauty sleep now. But i don't wanna be an ungrateful grand-daughter.
Love,
Fiffy
today's date is September 30th 2013 which means we've been through 3/4 of 2013 already. oh god this year sure is tiring. well.. frankly exam's just around the corner and people will start asking their friends whether they have started the revision and studies or not. oh for god's sake.. kalau nak study to study je la if not then just sit down at home quietly! but typical students being students, kalau tengok atau dengar yang kawan sendiri dah mula study baru la nak terhegeh cari buku and everything.
what i am trying to do here is just stabilize my emotions and all. tak nak ada terjerat in any immature dramas you know. everytime before i start my revision, i'll always imagine that i'm about to sit for a qualification exam to get into Taylors University or Monash in Australia. i just want it so badly. same goes when my mood suddenly starting to fade or disappear in class. i'll just think that I'm gonna get the hell outta here soon and all i gotta do is just hang in there.
and not to forget, i seriously gotta pay attention to my health. memandangkan cuaca yang tak menentu sekarang ni, apa pun boleh jadi. apparently there are bunch of diseases that i might be caught up with. i also currently having a freakin sore throat and i really hate it. I'm automatically this quiet and shy, short girl in class during this unfavorable period. Oh god i hope i get well soon. Esok dah la ada Sejarah Paper 3. Entah apa pun tak ready lagi and lepas tu pulak my grandma boleh ajak pergi market. Hmm.. Takpe la pasrah je la.
Oh yeah. Hari ni Husna dengan Ika dua dua tak datang so that might be one of the reason why i'm pretty quiet in class today. Memang nak kena dua dua ekor tu. but then, it may seems like Karma because last week i'm the one who was absent and left the both of them in school. I went to KL, enjoying myself for the last minute before exam starts. Haha. I guess it's their planned agenda eh?
anyways, i gotta get ready now because i have to accompany my grandma to the market now..YEAH NO KIDDING. the only reason i'm a little annoyed is because i should be having my beauty sleep now. But i don't wanna be an ungrateful grand-daughter.
Love,
Fiffy
Friday, August 30, 2013
Jangan abaikan dia
Assalamualaikum
Soalan aku kali ni. Wajar ke kalau sesorang tu tinggalkan kawan sendiri demi nak bersama dengan orang yang dia nak? Dan orang tu belum tentu dapat terima dia saat dia susah? Bagi aku pekara ni sangat tak masuk akal. Walaubagaimanapun, tak dinafikan memang ada orang yang macam ni.
Sebab? Aku sendiri pun sukar nak tahu. Adakah sebab kawannya tu berkelakuan buruk terhadap dia? Suka mengkhianat? Tidak. Aku tak rasa macam tu sama sekali. Pendapat jujur aku, orang yang tinggalkan kawannya sendiri tu adalah orang yang tiada pemikiran yang rasional. Bak kata orang, kawan biar beribu, berkasih biar satu. Tapi, dalam hal ni, lain pula yang jadi. Kasihnya masih satu, tapi kawan kawan yang lain dibiarkan.
Kalau ada yang tergolong dalam golongan ni, sila imbas kembali apa yang dah kawan kau buat selama ni. Dia banyak membantu kau tak? Dia terima kau masa susah kau tak? Dia pernah merendahkan kau depan orang lain tak? Kalau jawapan kau YA, tapi kau masih tak ubah perangai kau tu sikit, maka aku gelarkan kau sebagai insan yang tergolong dalam kalangan orang-orang yang rugi.
Orang yang kononnya kau panggil kekasih tu, kau pastu ke dia boleh terima awak masa awak susah? Kau yakin ke dia boleh sentiasa bersama kau macam kawan baik kau tu? Boleh ke kau luah perasaan dekat dia apabila kau tengah sedih? Cuba letakkan diri kau di tempat kawan yang kau telah tinggalkan. Apa agaknya perasaan kau apabila kawan baik kau tinggalkan kau disebabkan orang yang digelar "buah hati'? Boleh kau maafkan kawan kau tu apabila dia datang merangkak balik kepada kau kelak? Memang sukar nak jawab soalan ni tapi kalau kau seorang yang berhati perut dan berperikemanusiaan, kau pasti dapat jawab tanpa ragu-ragu.
"Do not leave a person you need for a person you want"
Love,
Fiffy
Sebab? Aku sendiri pun sukar nak tahu. Adakah sebab kawannya tu berkelakuan buruk terhadap dia? Suka mengkhianat? Tidak. Aku tak rasa macam tu sama sekali. Pendapat jujur aku, orang yang tinggalkan kawannya sendiri tu adalah orang yang tiada pemikiran yang rasional. Bak kata orang, kawan biar beribu, berkasih biar satu. Tapi, dalam hal ni, lain pula yang jadi. Kasihnya masih satu, tapi kawan kawan yang lain dibiarkan.
Kalau ada yang tergolong dalam golongan ni, sila imbas kembali apa yang dah kawan kau buat selama ni. Dia banyak membantu kau tak? Dia terima kau masa susah kau tak? Dia pernah merendahkan kau depan orang lain tak? Kalau jawapan kau YA, tapi kau masih tak ubah perangai kau tu sikit, maka aku gelarkan kau sebagai insan yang tergolong dalam kalangan orang-orang yang rugi.
Orang yang kononnya kau panggil kekasih tu, kau pastu ke dia boleh terima awak masa awak susah? Kau yakin ke dia boleh sentiasa bersama kau macam kawan baik kau tu? Boleh ke kau luah perasaan dekat dia apabila kau tengah sedih? Cuba letakkan diri kau di tempat kawan yang kau telah tinggalkan. Apa agaknya perasaan kau apabila kawan baik kau tinggalkan kau disebabkan orang yang digelar "buah hati'? Boleh kau maafkan kawan kau tu apabila dia datang merangkak balik kepada kau kelak? Memang sukar nak jawab soalan ni tapi kalau kau seorang yang berhati perut dan berperikemanusiaan, kau pasti dapat jawab tanpa ragu-ragu.
"Do not leave a person you need for a person you want"
Love,
Fiffy
Monday, August 19, 2013
Apakah yang dinamakan kebahagian dalam hubungan?
Assalamualaikum sang suria.
Apakah yang dimaksudkan dengan kebahagian dalam sesuatu hubungan? Adakah apabila kedua pihak saling memuji kelebihan masing-masing? Atau mungkin apabila kedua mereka dapat membuktikan bahawa mereka tidak bersalah apabila tercetusnya konflik dan berdiri gagah dengan ego masing masing ?
Bagi aku kebahagiaan dalam sesuatu hubungan itu lahir apabila dua pihak saling memahami antara satu sama lain. Tidak kiralah hubungan dengan rakan-rakan atau sesiapa pun. Yang penting biarlah amalan bertoleransi dan memahami itu disemai di dalam diri. Sesungguhnya sebagai manusia kita adalah makhluk yang lemah. Apakah erti sesebuah hubungan jikalau sesebuah pihak hanya mampu memperlihatkan segala kelemahan orang lain semata mata bagi mengaburkan kelemahan diri sendiri ? Adakah berguna jika sesebuah pihak itu berusaha mendapatkan para pengikut sedangkan apa yang dilakukan olehnya ternyata salah dan tidak adil sama sekali ?
Patutkah seseorang itu mendukung dan menyokong sekiranya rakan/pasangan nya membuat sesuatu perkara yang salah? Seperti yang aku katakan memang persefahaman penting dalam sesebuah hubungan. Namun, aku tahu bahawa aku sama sekali tidak patut menyokong jika sesorang itu berbuat perkara-perkara yang layak untuk dihukum sama ada orang itu orang yang paling dekat denganku mahupun musuh ketatku sendiri.
Oleh itu, aku berusaha untuk memujuk hati ini dan berdoa kepada Allah agar Dia dapat menunjukkan kepadaku apa yang sepatutnya aku lakukan. Pada mulanya, aku memilih untuk berdiam diri dan beranggapan bahawa ia perkara yang kecil. Namun, aku tahu bahawa jalan tersebut bukanlah jalan yang terbaik. Aku sedar yang aku sendiri bukan insan yang sempurna. Aku ada banyak kelemahan dan aku tidak layak untuk Jannatul Firdaus milik Allah. Tetapi, aku ingin berusaha untuk membantu orang-orang disekeliling aku. Membantu mereka supaya dapat faham bahawa erti sesebuah hubungan yang baik bermula apabila dua pihak saling memahami namun, perkara yang buruk tidak harus disokong sebaliknya perlulah diubah.
Apakah yang dimaksudkan dengan kebahagian dalam sesuatu hubungan? Adakah apabila kedua pihak saling memuji kelebihan masing-masing? Atau mungkin apabila kedua mereka dapat membuktikan bahawa mereka tidak bersalah apabila tercetusnya konflik dan berdiri gagah dengan ego masing masing ?
Bagi aku kebahagiaan dalam sesuatu hubungan itu lahir apabila dua pihak saling memahami antara satu sama lain. Tidak kiralah hubungan dengan rakan-rakan atau sesiapa pun. Yang penting biarlah amalan bertoleransi dan memahami itu disemai di dalam diri. Sesungguhnya sebagai manusia kita adalah makhluk yang lemah. Apakah erti sesebuah hubungan jikalau sesebuah pihak hanya mampu memperlihatkan segala kelemahan orang lain semata mata bagi mengaburkan kelemahan diri sendiri ? Adakah berguna jika sesebuah pihak itu berusaha mendapatkan para pengikut sedangkan apa yang dilakukan olehnya ternyata salah dan tidak adil sama sekali ?
Patutkah seseorang itu mendukung dan menyokong sekiranya rakan/pasangan nya membuat sesuatu perkara yang salah? Seperti yang aku katakan memang persefahaman penting dalam sesebuah hubungan. Namun, aku tahu bahawa aku sama sekali tidak patut menyokong jika sesorang itu berbuat perkara-perkara yang layak untuk dihukum sama ada orang itu orang yang paling dekat denganku mahupun musuh ketatku sendiri.
Oleh itu, aku berusaha untuk memujuk hati ini dan berdoa kepada Allah agar Dia dapat menunjukkan kepadaku apa yang sepatutnya aku lakukan. Pada mulanya, aku memilih untuk berdiam diri dan beranggapan bahawa ia perkara yang kecil. Namun, aku tahu bahawa jalan tersebut bukanlah jalan yang terbaik. Aku sedar yang aku sendiri bukan insan yang sempurna. Aku ada banyak kelemahan dan aku tidak layak untuk Jannatul Firdaus milik Allah. Tetapi, aku ingin berusaha untuk membantu orang-orang disekeliling aku. Membantu mereka supaya dapat faham bahawa erti sesebuah hubungan yang baik bermula apabila dua pihak saling memahami namun, perkara yang buruk tidak harus disokong sebaliknya perlulah diubah.
Love,
Fiffy
Wednesday, August 7, 2013
Esok Raya !
Adehh.... Panasnya hari ni. Sepatutnya nak habis puasa ni la yang budak-budak excited kan? Tapi memang letih gila hari ni. Actually I'm updating my blog from Terengganu ni. Baru je sampai semalam. Bertolak pukul 4 pagi. Pergh memang penat sangat la !
So... it's official yang hari ni last puasa. Ayah aku pulak sibuk cakap tak payah nak beli makanan banyak sangat sebab esok dah tak payah sahur dah la apa la.. Tapi bagi aku, nak hari last ni la yang nak menikmati Ramadhan sepuas-puasnya..kan? Dah la bulan puasa setahun sekali je. Sesetengah makanan pun ada setahun sekali je. haha. So tak kira..kalau aku nak aku akan dapatkan jugak.
Tapi boring la sekarang ni. Memang la ada Internet and everything tapi still... tak tau kenapa still boring sangat derh. Maybe kalau ada lesen best sikit la kot boleh ronda-ronda. Hehe. Aku nak join cousin cousin aku main pun dah "melebihi had umur" Adik-adik aku kira untung jugak la. Takpe.. Aku dengan dunia aku sendiri. Macam biasa la. Kat rumah pun sama..Kat sekolah pun sama.
So esok raya... tapi aku still tak "dapat" apa yang best sangat....(kot) entah la. Mood raya tu tak berapa nak datang lagi kot. Nak kata kawan, kawan pun takdak. Hanya aku dengan gajet-gajetku dengan my volleyball. (Alahai pasrahnya bunyi) Haha
Ok la. Dah penat sangat ni. Ingat nak melepak je la sampai pukul 5 kejap lagi baru pergi Bazaar Ramadhan ke apa. Oh ye, lupa nak cakap yang bazaar Ramadhan dekat Terengganu lagi BANYAK variety daripada yang dekat Penang. SERIOUSLY ! Nasi segala macam ada.. Coconut shake pun ada. hehe. Tapi yang tak boleh tahannya harga memang MAHAL GILA. Kalah juadah berbuka kat KL aku rasa.
OK then. GTG. bye. Assalamualaikum
Thursday, August 1, 2013
I'm So Sorry
I'm so glad you made time to see me.
How's life? Tell me how's your family?
I haven't seen them in a while.
You've been good, busier than ever,
We small talk, work and the weather,
Your guard is up and I know why.
Because the last time you saw me
Is still burned in the back of your mind.
You gave me roses and I left them there to die.
So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying, "I'm sorry for that night,"
And I go back to December all the time.
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you.
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine.
I'd go back to December, turn around and make it all right.
I go back to December all the time.
These days I haven't been sleeping,
Staying up, playing back myself leavin'.
When your birthday passed and I didn't call.
And I think about summer, all the beautiful times,
I watched you laughing from the passenger side.
Realized that I loved you in the fall.
And then the cold came, the dark days when fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love and all I gave you was "Goodbye".
So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you saying, "I'm sorry for that night."
And I go back to December all the time.
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you,
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine.
I'd go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time.
I miss your tanned skin, your sweet smile,
So good to me, so right
And how you held me in your arms that September night –
The first time you ever saw me cry.
Maybe this is wishful thinking,
Probably mindless dreaming,
But if we loved again, I swear I'd love you right.
I'd go back in time and change it but I can't.
So if the chain is on your door I understand.
But this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you saying, "I'm sorry for that night."
And I go back to December...
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you,
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine.
I'd go back to December, turn around and make it all right.
I'd go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time.
All the time.
How's life? Tell me how's your family?
I haven't seen them in a while.
You've been good, busier than ever,
We small talk, work and the weather,
Your guard is up and I know why.
Because the last time you saw me
Is still burned in the back of your mind.
You gave me roses and I left them there to die.
So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying, "I'm sorry for that night,"
And I go back to December all the time.
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you.
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine.
I'd go back to December, turn around and make it all right.
I go back to December all the time.
These days I haven't been sleeping,
Staying up, playing back myself leavin'.
When your birthday passed and I didn't call.
And I think about summer, all the beautiful times,
I watched you laughing from the passenger side.
Realized that I loved you in the fall.
And then the cold came, the dark days when fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love and all I gave you was "Goodbye".
So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you saying, "I'm sorry for that night."
And I go back to December all the time.
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you,
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine.
I'd go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time.
I miss your tanned skin, your sweet smile,
So good to me, so right
And how you held me in your arms that September night –
The first time you ever saw me cry.
Maybe this is wishful thinking,
Probably mindless dreaming,
But if we loved again, I swear I'd love you right.
I'd go back in time and change it but I can't.
So if the chain is on your door I understand.
But this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you saying, "I'm sorry for that night."
And I go back to December...
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you,
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine.
I'd go back to December, turn around and make it all right.
I'd go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time.
All the time.
Wednesday, July 31, 2013
Counting days to Syawal
Assalamualaikum wbt. and hey peepsters!
Okay the intro might sound cheerful and all but honestly I'm not THAT happy. I'm actually having a fever, sore throat and even migraine two days ago. I didn't go to school since Monday (Today's Wednesday) and I'm starting to miss my friends.
Anyway, tinggal beberapa hari je lagi kita nak masuk bulan Syawal and you sure know what that means right? If a few years back jalan-jalan kampung dibanjiri dengan sorakan raya, mercun dan budak-budak, nowadays, timeline Twitter dan Facebook la yang akan dibanjiri dengan kad raya virtual, mercun virtual dan para remaja yang malas nak keluar rumah. Lepas raya pulak, penuh sesak la Facebook dengan gambar-gambar raya. Macam-macam posing, macam-macam warna baju raya semua ada... (serabut jugak aku tengok kengkadang)
Tahun ni maybe I'll be celebrating raya at my father's hometown in Terengganu. Oiseh.. dengar Terengganu je dah terbayang segala jalan raya yang memeningkan kepala dan perjalanan yang lama gila (boleh mencecah 9 jam) Tapi bila dah sampai tu lega la. Yang best nya, lepas raya kitorang akan selalu lepak dekat pantai. Makan keropok lekor la, coconut shake la, ais jagung special la.. Adeh terliur pulak rasa bulan-bulan puasa ni. Pastu kalau malam-malam pun kitorang suka lepak. I like to go out with my dad tapi selalunya youngsters sebaya aku akan lepak sekali dekat tempat-tempat macam Mc Donald's ke apa. Best jugak kalau keluar dengan my cousins yang gila-gila tu. Haha. Tapi yang menyedihkan aku la yang paling muda antara diorang.. Huu..
Tapi yang akan menserabutkan kepala otak, tahun ni balik raya 14 HARI!!! Walao eh. Apa la aku nak buat sampai lama gila macam tu. Mesti nak ending-ending tu boring sikit. I hope ada wifi or any Internet connection so bolehla ber-Facebook/Twitter/Skype dengan kengkawan.
OK la. Demam ni pun tak berapa nak baik lagi. Sakit tekak ni pulak menjadi-jadi. Update blog ni pun sebab dah boring sangat kat rumah sengsorang. BTW, teringin jugak nak tahu baju raya orang lain warna apa. So kalau sudi, share lah dengan aku. Comment below ;)
Ramadhan Love,
Fiffy
Okay the intro might sound cheerful and all but honestly I'm not THAT happy. I'm actually having a fever, sore throat and even migraine two days ago. I didn't go to school since Monday (Today's Wednesday) and I'm starting to miss my friends.
Anyway, tinggal beberapa hari je lagi kita nak masuk bulan Syawal and you sure know what that means right? If a few years back jalan-jalan kampung dibanjiri dengan sorakan raya, mercun dan budak-budak, nowadays, timeline Twitter dan Facebook la yang akan dibanjiri dengan kad raya virtual, mercun virtual dan para remaja yang malas nak keluar rumah. Lepas raya pulak, penuh sesak la Facebook dengan gambar-gambar raya. Macam-macam posing, macam-macam warna baju raya semua ada... (serabut jugak aku tengok kengkadang)
Tahun ni maybe I'll be celebrating raya at my father's hometown in Terengganu. Oiseh.. dengar Terengganu je dah terbayang segala jalan raya yang memeningkan kepala dan perjalanan yang lama gila (boleh mencecah 9 jam) Tapi bila dah sampai tu lega la. Yang best nya, lepas raya kitorang akan selalu lepak dekat pantai. Makan keropok lekor la, coconut shake la, ais jagung special la.. Adeh terliur pulak rasa bulan-bulan puasa ni. Pastu kalau malam-malam pun kitorang suka lepak. I like to go out with my dad tapi selalunya youngsters sebaya aku akan lepak sekali dekat tempat-tempat macam Mc Donald's ke apa. Best jugak kalau keluar dengan my cousins yang gila-gila tu. Haha. Tapi yang menyedihkan aku la yang paling muda antara diorang.. Huu..
Tapi yang akan menserabutkan kepala otak, tahun ni balik raya 14 HARI!!! Walao eh. Apa la aku nak buat sampai lama gila macam tu. Mesti nak ending-ending tu boring sikit. I hope ada wifi or any Internet connection so bolehla ber-Facebook/Twitter/Skype dengan kengkawan.
OK la. Demam ni pun tak berapa nak baik lagi. Sakit tekak ni pulak menjadi-jadi. Update blog ni pun sebab dah boring sangat kat rumah sengsorang. BTW, teringin jugak nak tahu baju raya orang lain warna apa. So kalau sudi, share lah dengan aku. Comment below ;)
Ramadhan Love,
Fiffy
Friday, July 26, 2013
Diari Ramadhan Fiffy
Title tu kenal tak macam title apa? Haha. Bagi bebudak sekarang maybe diorang tak tau tu title apa tapi it's actually tajuk satu cerita series ni "Diari Ramadhan Rafique" It's a story about a "mat-salleh" boy who had to live with his Malay mother in Malaysia throughout the month of Ramadhan until Raya. Haha. Memang boleh tahan best la cerita dia sebab dapat tengok anak mat-salleh try cakap Melayu, tahan puasa and all.
Oh ye... And speaking of "anak mat-salleh" recently dekat some schools nearby ada dapat foreign exchange students. They're from Germany and France. Kebetulan pulak sekolah yang dapat exchange students tu sekolah mak Husna mengajar. My BFF tu cakap diorang pandai "seludup warga asing" LOL! Haha. Tapi untunglah sekolah tu dapat and there's also another school...kot. Entahlah maklumat kurang sahih. BTW there's one of my senior yang tanya, kenapa sekolah kita tak dapat exchange students hah? XD Hahahaha. I was laughing jugak la sebab memang obvious sangat sekolah kitorang TAKKAN DAPAT golden opportunities macam tu.. Haha (Dear Jia Xuan, unfortunately our school didn't even try to join the program. What can we do?) Haha. Hanya gurauan semata-mata nah..
Yang bestnya, one of my friends ada cakap yang one of the students dapat "host family" MELAYU! Lepas tu.. dia terpaksa puasa! XD hahahaha. Kesian la mamat/minah tu. Takpe la. Semoga Allah turunkan hidayah dekat beliau :) Aku dekat sini hanya mampu bagi kata-kata semangat je la dekat insan tersebut... melalui hati! (tak pernah jumpa diorang pun. Nak bersembang apatah lagi)
Kalau tidak mak Husna ditawarkan peluang untuk ambik anak angkat sorang. Tapi dengan syarat seorang anak dia kena pegi overseas la. "Anak" yang dimaksudkan tak lain dan tak bukan HUSNA lah! LOL. Husna cakap kalau dia accet dia kena pergi Scotland setahun. Tapi entah kenapa dia tak nak pulak. Bajet baik pulak si Husna ni.. PEGI JE LAH!!! XD haha. Takpe la Husna oi...ko teman la aku dekat Malaysia ni. Ika dah la ada kat UK.
Oh yep.. And one more great news for me is.. My other BFF Ika is coming home to Malaysia in a month!! ONE MONTH... Yeay!! Lepas ni nak kena hasut Ika untuk masuk kelas Bestari sama dengan aku...memandangkan Paiz hanya melayan AMOI-nya -.- BTW, kesian dekat Ika sebab kena puasa lama gila dekat sana. 18 jam, katanya.. (entah boleh percaya ke dak ni) Haha. Takpe la.. Balik Malaysia nanti jangan lupa beli apa-apa dekat aku nah? Husna sekali.. Haha. (Dah janji nak belanja diorang 2 ekor ni masa Ika balik nanti ) :)
Ok la. I gotta get ready now cuz lepas ni nak gerak pegi Penang. Gurney rasanya. Malam ni bukak puasa dekat Hotel! Sahur sekali.. YEAY! Kalau tergerak qalbu ni, aku update lah pasal iftar tu nanti. OK bye
Love,
Fiffy
Oh ye... And speaking of "anak mat-salleh" recently dekat some schools nearby ada dapat foreign exchange students. They're from Germany and France. Kebetulan pulak sekolah yang dapat exchange students tu sekolah mak Husna mengajar. My BFF tu cakap diorang pandai "seludup warga asing" LOL! Haha. Tapi untunglah sekolah tu dapat and there's also another school...kot. Entahlah maklumat kurang sahih. BTW there's one of my senior yang tanya, kenapa sekolah kita tak dapat exchange students hah? XD Hahahaha. I was laughing jugak la sebab memang obvious sangat sekolah kitorang TAKKAN DAPAT golden opportunities macam tu.. Haha (Dear Jia Xuan, unfortunately our school didn't even try to join the program. What can we do?) Haha. Hanya gurauan semata-mata nah..
Yang bestnya, one of my friends ada cakap yang one of the students dapat "host family" MELAYU! Lepas tu.. dia terpaksa puasa! XD hahahaha. Kesian la mamat/minah tu. Takpe la. Semoga Allah turunkan hidayah dekat beliau :) Aku dekat sini hanya mampu bagi kata-kata semangat je la dekat insan tersebut... melalui hati! (tak pernah jumpa diorang pun. Nak bersembang apatah lagi)
Kalau tidak mak Husna ditawarkan peluang untuk ambik anak angkat sorang. Tapi dengan syarat seorang anak dia kena pegi overseas la. "Anak" yang dimaksudkan tak lain dan tak bukan HUSNA lah! LOL. Husna cakap kalau dia accet dia kena pergi Scotland setahun. Tapi entah kenapa dia tak nak pulak. Bajet baik pulak si Husna ni.. PEGI JE LAH!!! XD haha. Takpe la Husna oi...ko teman la aku dekat Malaysia ni. Ika dah la ada kat UK.
Oh yep.. And one more great news for me is.. My other BFF Ika is coming home to Malaysia in a month!! ONE MONTH... Yeay!! Lepas ni nak kena hasut Ika untuk masuk kelas Bestari sama dengan aku...memandangkan Paiz hanya melayan AMOI-nya -.- BTW, kesian dekat Ika sebab kena puasa lama gila dekat sana. 18 jam, katanya.. (entah boleh percaya ke dak ni) Haha. Takpe la.. Balik Malaysia nanti jangan lupa beli apa-apa dekat aku nah? Husna sekali.. Haha. (Dah janji nak belanja diorang 2 ekor ni masa Ika balik nanti ) :)
Ok la. I gotta get ready now cuz lepas ni nak gerak pegi Penang. Gurney rasanya. Malam ni bukak puasa dekat Hotel! Sahur sekali.. YEAY! Kalau tergerak qalbu ni, aku update lah pasal iftar tu nanti. OK bye
Love,
Fiffy
Friday, July 19, 2013
The awful accident.
Assalamualaikum and Hi. Post kali ni nak cakap bahasa kebangsaan Malaysia pulak iaitu Bahasa Melayu. LOL haha
Mata aku agak bengkak. Tapi jangan salah faham. Bukannya nangis ke apa, it's actually cuz aku stay up study Physics sikit last night. Maklumlah dah ada Ujian Penilaian 2 minggu depan. Actually, tu bukan sebab aku update blog. Sebenarnya one of my friend recently terlibat dengan accident. So sebab tu la kawan-kawan aku yang baik lagi "caring" ni tuduh aku menangis sebab hal tu. Haha. Honestly saying I was sad lah. I mean seriously.. accident dengan lori ! Mana tak ngeri kan? Dania, one of my bestie, siap nangis lagi...
Actually the person who was involved dengan accident ni ada kaitan dengan my last blog. Alright... If you guys nak gelarkan dia crush aku ke apa, aku tak kisah la. The important thing is I know how I feel. Sengaja tak nak cerita macam mana boleh accident and everything. (Kalau nak tau tanyalah. haha) Tapi yang kesiannya, his head was quite swollen. Siap kena scan and everything. Minor scratches on his leg and face. Memang lepas accident ambulance terpaksa bawak dia pergi hospital terus. He was involved in a few accidents before so his mom cakap kalau dia involve dengan accident lagi lepas ni, MASUK HOSPITAL KERAJAAN! And so nasib dia tak berapa baik sebab terpaksa admit dekat government hospital. Haha. Sabar ye!
So hari ni lepas sekolah, kitorang (me, Dania, Prishanth & Umi) pergi la ziarah dia dekat hospital. Kesian sangat tengok dia...HONEST! Kitorang pun sembang sembang je la and try to buat lawak sikit so that it might cheer him up :) Moments after that mak dengan kakak dia datang. To be honest, aku takut sikit dengan kakak dia, since darjah 6 lagi. Jangan tanya la kenapa. Haha. Tapi Dania memang nampak "kamceng" la dengan beliau. So mak dia pun cerita la apa yang jadi.
So dalam 2.30 macam tu (rasanya), kitorang pun balik dengan kakak Umi. Itu je la yang jadi. Not much.
Tapi honestly, kitorang semua, as friends, missed him a lot. And kepada "yang berkenaan", tolong la pakai helmet kalau nak bawak motor tu. Tapi lagi important, pergi la ambik lesen dulu sebelum nak naik motor tu. Kan lebih "AFDAL" haha.
OK la. Assalamualaikum.
Love,
Fiffy
Mata aku agak bengkak. Tapi jangan salah faham. Bukannya nangis ke apa, it's actually cuz aku stay up study Physics sikit last night. Maklumlah dah ada Ujian Penilaian 2 minggu depan. Actually, tu bukan sebab aku update blog. Sebenarnya one of my friend recently terlibat dengan accident. So sebab tu la kawan-kawan aku yang baik lagi "caring" ni tuduh aku menangis sebab hal tu. Haha. Honestly saying I was sad lah. I mean seriously.. accident dengan lori ! Mana tak ngeri kan? Dania, one of my bestie, siap nangis lagi...
Actually the person who was involved dengan accident ni ada kaitan dengan my last blog. Alright... If you guys nak gelarkan dia crush aku ke apa, aku tak kisah la. The important thing is I know how I feel. Sengaja tak nak cerita macam mana boleh accident and everything. (Kalau nak tau tanyalah. haha) Tapi yang kesiannya, his head was quite swollen. Siap kena scan and everything. Minor scratches on his leg and face. Memang lepas accident ambulance terpaksa bawak dia pergi hospital terus. He was involved in a few accidents before so his mom cakap kalau dia involve dengan accident lagi lepas ni, MASUK HOSPITAL KERAJAAN! And so nasib dia tak berapa baik sebab terpaksa admit dekat government hospital. Haha. Sabar ye!
So hari ni lepas sekolah, kitorang (me, Dania, Prishanth & Umi) pergi la ziarah dia dekat hospital. Kesian sangat tengok dia...HONEST! Kitorang pun sembang sembang je la and try to buat lawak sikit so that it might cheer him up :) Moments after that mak dengan kakak dia datang. To be honest, aku takut sikit dengan kakak dia, since darjah 6 lagi. Jangan tanya la kenapa. Haha. Tapi Dania memang nampak "kamceng" la dengan beliau. So mak dia pun cerita la apa yang jadi.
So dalam 2.30 macam tu (rasanya), kitorang pun balik dengan kakak Umi. Itu je la yang jadi. Not much.
Tapi honestly, kitorang semua, as friends, missed him a lot. And kepada "yang berkenaan", tolong la pakai helmet kalau nak bawak motor tu. Tapi lagi important, pergi la ambik lesen dulu sebelum nak naik motor tu. Kan lebih "AFDAL" haha.
OK la. Assalamualaikum.
Love,
Fiffy
Sunday, June 2, 2013
Rutin Harian yang BOSAN kuasa 24
Assalamualaikum, Hi, Anyeong and any other words yang sewaktu dengannya..
First of all, saya nak cakap yang saya terharu sikit sebab number of pageviews "agak melonjak" few days ago. Right after I publish the post titles "Dear You: What's your name" Haha. Still tak tahu kenape "agak" banyak pageviews tapi tak pe la. Ape-ape pun thanks la sebab sudi baca pasal rutin saye ni. Haha
Actually I'm eating Magnum Choc Brownies now.. I might just get drunk sebab aiskrim ni. Seriously! Sebab sedap giler!!!! Wait... what was I gonna talk about. Oh yeah. So as semua orang tahu, Malaysians students all over Malaysia dapat 2 minggu cuti. And most of us memang tak tahu nak buat ape cuti ni betul tak? Same la. Amboi sebelum cuti bukan main lagi plan nak buat itu nak buat ini tapi result same jugak. And this is not the first time..
Selain dari petang-petang pukul 6 keluar main basikal, dah tak tahu nak buat ape dah. Nak masak? Hmm tak berape reti. Tengah hari kalau dah takde nak buat ape akan tengok Drama Korea je la. (don't judge, people) Few months ago, orang ade la buat VLIG. Mesti semua tahu kan ape tu Vlog? Yeps. It's video blogging. Tapi bukan senang nak buat Vlog. Tapi, the idea of making VIDEOS tu sempoi jugak. Best pun best. But then the same problem comes again... Takde idea nak buat pasal ape.
Orang selalu tengok Mat Lutfi and Anwar Hadi punye videos. Memang undeniable la diorang ni awesome. So as Maria Elena and few more. But they're like geniuses behind all this Vlogging and everything, yknow?
Cuti ade la tinggal seminggu lagi and I hope boleh la spend this last week dengan benda-benda yang I actualy enjoy... Before all of us kena walk back straight to HELL. (yknow what I mean)
So if anyone ade idea nak buat video ke ape, don't be shy to leave a comment below :)
First of all, saya nak cakap yang saya terharu sikit sebab number of pageviews "agak melonjak" few days ago. Right after I publish the post titles "Dear You: What's your name" Haha. Still tak tahu kenape "agak" banyak pageviews tapi tak pe la. Ape-ape pun thanks la sebab sudi baca pasal rutin saye ni. Haha
Actually I'm eating Magnum Choc Brownies now.. I might just get drunk sebab aiskrim ni. Seriously! Sebab sedap giler!!!! Wait... what was I gonna talk about. Oh yeah. So as semua orang tahu, Malaysians students all over Malaysia dapat 2 minggu cuti. And most of us memang tak tahu nak buat ape cuti ni betul tak? Same la. Amboi sebelum cuti bukan main lagi plan nak buat itu nak buat ini tapi result same jugak. And this is not the first time..
Selain dari petang-petang pukul 6 keluar main basikal, dah tak tahu nak buat ape dah. Nak masak? Hmm tak berape reti. Tengah hari kalau dah takde nak buat ape akan tengok Drama Korea je la. (don't judge, people) Few months ago, orang ade la buat VLIG. Mesti semua tahu kan ape tu Vlog? Yeps. It's video blogging. Tapi bukan senang nak buat Vlog. Tapi, the idea of making VIDEOS tu sempoi jugak. Best pun best. But then the same problem comes again... Takde idea nak buat pasal ape.
Orang selalu tengok Mat Lutfi and Anwar Hadi punye videos. Memang undeniable la diorang ni awesome. So as Maria Elena and few more. But they're like geniuses behind all this Vlogging and everything, yknow?
Cuti ade la tinggal seminggu lagi and I hope boleh la spend this last week dengan benda-benda yang I actualy enjoy... Before all of us kena walk back straight to HELL. (yknow what I mean)
So if anyone ade idea nak buat video ke ape, don't be shy to leave a comment below :)
Thursday, May 30, 2013
Dear You, What's Your Name?
It was a fine and quite evening. As I looked up, the sky was a swirl of fruity colors that contrasts with the evening sky. Not having any plans ahead, I took out my bike and check whether the tire air-pressure and all was ok. Something told me that I should go cycling by my own that evening. I always do, especially during the holidays. Having my earphones in both of my ears, I cycled all the way around the neighborhood, ignoring any other noises than my phone's MP3.
After about 15 minutes of cycling, I felt like it would be great if I have someone to cycle with so that at least I'd have someone to talk to. I texted my friend who also happen to be my neighbor but unfortunately he couldn't make it because he'll be going for his Add Math tuition. I totally forgot about that. But then I replied him saying it's okay, perhaps another time.
So, I continued cycling... Until suddenly I met someone. Well, I didn't actually meet and greet or even say Hi because I barely know him. To my acknowledge, he knows my mom and she knows him too. One of my mom's patient, to be clear. I don't deny that I've seen him couple of times... or perhaps more than couple of times. But even so, I do not know his name. But putting some pieces of puzzle together, I knew that he lives in the same neighborhood as mine. That evening when I saw him, he was on his motorbike, looking much like a person who have nowhere to go. Most of the residents like to just wander around with their bike, motorbikes or whatever they own.
As for this person whom his name I do not know, he often cycle around with his plain shirt, shorts and an even more plain facial expression. He's not the kind of guy that tends to whistle whenever a girl passes by nor a person who likes sitting around in a bunch, doing nothing. Something tells me that he's a person that his family relies on. As I don't know his name, I didn't do anything except for smiling back whenever he smiles at me.
But that's the thing.... his smiles. It looks so warm and sincere. I'd smile back whenever he does it and when I passed him by a few meters, I'd laugh to myself and say "Why on Earth did I do that?" I can tell that he's a few years older than me. He even drives a car. But every time he appears in my sight, cycling his white mountain bike, he always look so cool. As if nothing else matters.
So, today I feel like going out to cycle again. And I wonder what God has destined for me.. :)
After about 15 minutes of cycling, I felt like it would be great if I have someone to cycle with so that at least I'd have someone to talk to. I texted my friend who also happen to be my neighbor but unfortunately he couldn't make it because he'll be going for his Add Math tuition. I totally forgot about that. But then I replied him saying it's okay, perhaps another time.
So, I continued cycling... Until suddenly I met someone. Well, I didn't actually meet and greet or even say Hi because I barely know him. To my acknowledge, he knows my mom and she knows him too. One of my mom's patient, to be clear. I don't deny that I've seen him couple of times... or perhaps more than couple of times. But even so, I do not know his name. But putting some pieces of puzzle together, I knew that he lives in the same neighborhood as mine. That evening when I saw him, he was on his motorbike, looking much like a person who have nowhere to go. Most of the residents like to just wander around with their bike, motorbikes or whatever they own.
As for this person whom his name I do not know, he often cycle around with his plain shirt, shorts and an even more plain facial expression. He's not the kind of guy that tends to whistle whenever a girl passes by nor a person who likes sitting around in a bunch, doing nothing. Something tells me that he's a person that his family relies on. As I don't know his name, I didn't do anything except for smiling back whenever he smiles at me.
But that's the thing.... his smiles. It looks so warm and sincere. I'd smile back whenever he does it and when I passed him by a few meters, I'd laugh to myself and say "Why on Earth did I do that?" I can tell that he's a few years older than me. He even drives a car. But every time he appears in my sight, cycling his white mountain bike, he always look so cool. As if nothing else matters.
So, today I feel like going out to cycle again. And I wonder what God has destined for me.. :)
Wednesday, May 29, 2013
Assalamualaikum and hey. So here's some more stuff I'd like to let go cuz apparently my wardrobe is bout to explode haha. :)
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| Animal Print Bag RM 25 |
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| US Flag print purse RM15 |
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| Dearly Departed by Lia Habel RM25 |
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| Pashmina shawl RM10 |
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| Pashmina shawl RM 10 |
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| Pashmina Shawl RM 10 * DELIVERY NOT INCLUDED *SOME PRICES ARE STILL NEGOTIABLE For inquiries, do: email: fifiafrina@gmail.com or kindly comment below this post. THANK YOU |
Monday, May 13, 2013
2 days ahead!!
Omg! Omg! Omg!!
Oh dear God, I couldn't express how anxious I am right now. Why? Because the Public Speaking State Level is just 2 days ahead! That's freakin' 48 more hours to go! Perhaps to most (perhaps all) of the people on my school don't give a damn about it, but to me, it's a big deal! As any other contestant, of course my aim is to win this thing and be qualified for the Nationals! Just having a certificate as participant for Nationals is good enough for me, cuz it's my ultimate dream to study overseas and this might just help me.
Alright, let's just make a short checklist.
-Clothes (X) CHECK
-Voice (X) CHECK
-Health (X) CHECK
-Prepared speech (x) SORT OF CHECK
-Impromptu preparation...
OMG! This is the scariest part of all. THE BLOODY IMPROMPTU SPEECH!! Last year, the topic given was Music. As any other contestants would do, I talked about the songs I like, the type of music I listen to and I guess the advantages & disadvantages of it. (That's what I remember though) But there's this one contestant which is the 1st, who talked about something slightly different from all of us. He talked about THE MUSIC OF THE SOUL. (That's what my teacher told me) I admit that he's a great public speaker and I wanna be like him. (or perhaps add up with my own skills and style. haha) Yesterday, he was on the news and apparently he flew to London yesterday to represent Malaysia for the ESU Public Speaking Competition. The only thing I can say is "Make us Malaysians proud!" :D
But on the other hand, I'm also "quite" glad because he won;t be joining the competition that I'll be going for. Cuz if he does, he'll guarantee to get the first place again.. like he did for the past 2 years! Did I also mention that he's the National champion last year?
Well, I guess that's it for now. I better get going and practice a lot more. Actually, I'm posting this to prepare for my impromptu. I'm even timing this. Haha! Weird aight? If my mom knows this, she'll definitely make me swallow the prepared speech papers!
Btw, HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY, MAMA! Your favourite daughter will always love you (aiseh) : D
Love,
Fiffy
Oh dear God, I couldn't express how anxious I am right now. Why? Because the Public Speaking State Level is just 2 days ahead! That's freakin' 48 more hours to go! Perhaps to most (perhaps all) of the people on my school don't give a damn about it, but to me, it's a big deal! As any other contestant, of course my aim is to win this thing and be qualified for the Nationals! Just having a certificate as participant for Nationals is good enough for me, cuz it's my ultimate dream to study overseas and this might just help me.
Alright, let's just make a short checklist.
-Clothes (X) CHECK
-Voice (X) CHECK
-Health (X) CHECK
-Prepared speech (x) SORT OF CHECK
-Impromptu preparation...
OMG! This is the scariest part of all. THE BLOODY IMPROMPTU SPEECH!! Last year, the topic given was Music. As any other contestants would do, I talked about the songs I like, the type of music I listen to and I guess the advantages & disadvantages of it. (That's what I remember though) But there's this one contestant which is the 1st, who talked about something slightly different from all of us. He talked about THE MUSIC OF THE SOUL. (That's what my teacher told me) I admit that he's a great public speaker and I wanna be like him. (or perhaps add up with my own skills and style. haha) Yesterday, he was on the news and apparently he flew to London yesterday to represent Malaysia for the ESU Public Speaking Competition. The only thing I can say is "Make us Malaysians proud!" :D
But on the other hand, I'm also "quite" glad because he won;t be joining the competition that I'll be going for. Cuz if he does, he'll guarantee to get the first place again.. like he did for the past 2 years! Did I also mention that he's the National champion last year?
Well, I guess that's it for now. I better get going and practice a lot more. Actually, I'm posting this to prepare for my impromptu. I'm even timing this. Haha! Weird aight? If my mom knows this, she'll definitely make me swallow the prepared speech papers!
Btw, HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY, MAMA! Your favourite daughter will always love you (aiseh) : D
Love,
Fiffy
Monday, April 29, 2013
I can't take it
Please, please help me.. I can' take it.
All I feel like doing now is just cry, cry and cry my heart out. I just can' take this much pressure, apparently. Mid-year exam's just around the corner..and at the same time, the Public Speaking competition is also very near. The thing is, I'm not fully prepared for both of it. If I have an option, of course I would choose to sit for my exam. I hate to do an exam paper all by my own, while all of my friends are already enjoying themselves. As any other typical girl and student, I just really hate it!
I don't know but I'm thinking to back out from the competition because I just don't want to humiliate myself in front of the audience with my unprepared condition. And I think I have a better chance to revise and study too if I do such thing. But the only problem now, is my mom gonna let me do so? I sort off doubt that though... She's the one who has been encouraging me all the time about this competition. She keeps saying that it's okay for me to enter this year cuz I'm just in Form 4 and I don't have to sit for SPM yet. But then, I've failed to score good marks in the first exam this year and I don't wanna repeat such thing again. Right after I got my horrible results for UP1, I promised to myself that I'm going to do better for this upcoming exam. I'm gonna try very hard to be in top 3 and I don't wanna disappoint my dad again like I did before... So, should I back down from the competition or not? I'm just beyond confused right now. Help me! I need some advice...
If I should continue with the competition.. WHY?
The one suffering,
Fiffy
Wednesday, April 24, 2013
Bencinya sakit
Hi guys. To be honest, I didn't go to school today. Dari semalam sakit... Demam la, selsema teruk gila, and also sakit tekak. Walaoweyh, bencinya! Kebetulan pulak, today Dania tak pergi sekolah. Haha..Tapi agak best la sebab terlepas from Physics and homework English..Actually tadi baru je lepas bace blog Shahril tadi. Loving the template, or layout or whatever you call it! :)
Writing in my blog, and the time is currently 1.10 am, dated April 25th 2013. I don't actually know why I posted this but I just feel like writing something in my poor blog. Haha. Actually I don't have to tell my friends that I was sick because I know they wouldn't care pun sebenarnya :) Tapi tak pe la.. They're still my friends though. The best of the best ^_^
But somehow, I just wish there would be someone who is willing to know about me and care about my life. Whatever that's going on in my life, I mean. Like how am I doing, asking about my problems, talking about what I'm interested in, always supporting me and etc. But I guess someone like that is really hard to find huh? But I just WISH there's someone like that. There is one actually.. I mean.. there WAS! Perhaps he's now busy with his.... ahh, I'd rather not talk about that. As a friend, I'm happy for him, anyway :)
Things happen, and you are just never able to change them...
Alright then, I feel like sleeping now. Sorry if I wasted couple minutes of your time to make you read this. Gomenasai! :)
Love,
Fiffy
Writing in my blog, and the time is currently 1.10 am, dated April 25th 2013. I don't actually know why I posted this but I just feel like writing something in my poor blog. Haha. Actually I don't have to tell my friends that I was sick because I know they wouldn't care pun sebenarnya :) Tapi tak pe la.. They're still my friends though. The best of the best ^_^
But somehow, I just wish there would be someone who is willing to know about me and care about my life. Whatever that's going on in my life, I mean. Like how am I doing, asking about my problems, talking about what I'm interested in, always supporting me and etc. But I guess someone like that is really hard to find huh? But I just WISH there's someone like that. There is one actually.. I mean.. there WAS! Perhaps he's now busy with his.... ahh, I'd rather not talk about that. As a friend, I'm happy for him, anyway :)
Things happen, and you are just never able to change them...
Alright then, I feel like sleeping now. Sorry if I wasted couple minutes of your time to make you read this. Gomenasai! :)
Love,
Fiffy
Monday, April 22, 2013
50 minutes of HYSTERIA
Today? And I only got 50 minutes to prepare?
Wow! The lines above almost lead me to an awful breakdown. It was indeed an unforgettable experience ever! Did I ever mention that my public speaking will be on the 11th of April 2013? Well... I "thought" it was on that very date. BUT, UNFORTUNATELY.. It was on April 2nd (yesterday) and STARTED at 11 am!
The first word that came to my mind is WTF! Yes. I'm just lucky I didn't mention it out loud. So somehow, my teacher had mistakenly read the "invitation" letter that she got few weeks ago. The first thing I was eating gleefully under a shade, and the next thing I know is that my public speaking competition was on that very day and it had already started! When my mom got to know this, she was like Astaghfirullahalazim.. She was indeed speechless and panicked more than I do.
With my pale white face, I immediately rushed to my class and grabbed my stuff to go to the competition. How lucky was I to have brought my last year's speech to school on that very day! Thanks god. So, I decided to talk about the same thing I did last year with a bit of "alteration"! But although I didn't breakdown whatsoever, I realized I need moral support from a friend. And that's when my bestie Dania came to the rescue. She accompanied me to the competition and was constantly asking me to relax and calm down.
"And so the winner is... Nurfiyanti Afrina !"
Oh god! I seriously couldn't believe it at first. Nasib baik la. Kalau tak.... <decided not to spill> Hehehe. Alhamdulillah, all praises to Allah. But ya know what? The prize gets smaller each. The first one I got in form 2 was the biggest. Unexplainable! haha. Tak kisah la.. So I would like to thank few of these people for helping me out in such tragic moments.
-Miss Ooi (The teacher who trained me, although for just awhile)
-Miss Yeoh (The teacher who drove me there and gave some support)
-Dania! (My BESTIE who gave me most support! =D)
-And perhaps a few others, but I just can't remember lah
I guess I have to practice harder now because the States are just around the corner. So long guys! Take Care!
Love,
Fiffy
Wow! The lines above almost lead me to an awful breakdown. It was indeed an unforgettable experience ever! Did I ever mention that my public speaking will be on the 11th of April 2013? Well... I "thought" it was on that very date. BUT, UNFORTUNATELY.. It was on April 2nd (yesterday) and STARTED at 11 am!
The first word that came to my mind is WTF! Yes. I'm just lucky I didn't mention it out loud. So somehow, my teacher had mistakenly read the "invitation" letter that she got few weeks ago. The first thing I was eating gleefully under a shade, and the next thing I know is that my public speaking competition was on that very day and it had already started! When my mom got to know this, she was like Astaghfirullahalazim.. She was indeed speechless and panicked more than I do.
With my pale white face, I immediately rushed to my class and grabbed my stuff to go to the competition. How lucky was I to have brought my last year's speech to school on that very day! Thanks god. So, I decided to talk about the same thing I did last year with a bit of "alteration"! But although I didn't breakdown whatsoever, I realized I need moral support from a friend. And that's when my bestie Dania came to the rescue. She accompanied me to the competition and was constantly asking me to relax and calm down.
"And so the winner is... Nurfiyanti Afrina !"
Oh god! I seriously couldn't believe it at first. Nasib baik la. Kalau tak.... <decided not to spill> Hehehe. Alhamdulillah, all praises to Allah. But ya know what? The prize gets smaller each. The first one I got in form 2 was the biggest. Unexplainable! haha. Tak kisah la.. So I would like to thank few of these people for helping me out in such tragic moments.
-Miss Ooi (The teacher who trained me, although for just awhile)
-Miss Yeoh (The teacher who drove me there and gave some support)
-Dania! (My BESTIE who gave me most support! =D)
-And perhaps a few others, but I just can't remember lah
I guess I have to practice harder now because the States are just around the corner. So long guys! Take Care!
Love,
Fiffy
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| Ni je.. Nothing much :) |
Tuesday, March 26, 2013
YOLO! (You Only Live Once)
Hey Hey Hey!!!
Just got back from KL 2 days ago. It was AWESOME! Let's just say I keep holding on to the phrase "SHOP TIL YOU DROP" Get it? Haha. Yup. I did buy lots of stuff. All the stuff that I love. Although I didn't get to buy a new school bag but ehhh.. I'll buy it later when I've found one that suits my taste. That's cuz lots of my juniors are having the same magenta pink bag as mine! WARGH! XD haha..
Anyways, guess who I met at KL?
2NE1 AND BACKSTREET BOYS!
Oh dear. I just couldn't believe my luck. It was an open concert so anyone could join it. Best gila! Yang mana minat Korean mesti jeles giler cuz I could watch 2NE1's live concert! haha. Tak de la. Biase-biase je pun.. The concert started at night till late midnight, in front of KLCC. But it was wseriously EPIC! Tak tau la macam mana kalau duduk KL. I would go to all of the concerts and parties I can! Walaoweyh! XD
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| Backstreet Boys (BSB) |
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| Girls of 2NE1 :D |
Other than that I guess I spent my time shopping...YEAH! Even the books I bought from Kinokuniya cost me couple hundred bucks. (Oh god. I don't even know what was I thinking that time!) I admit that I spent lots of money, my mom even said.. "Amboih! Banyak duit ang!" XD haha. Ya la, selalu rehat bawa bekal. Tak beli sangat pun~ Hehe. Tapi seriously syok gile tengok all the shoes, handbags and jewelleries on sale! OMAIGADDD XD (Gedik sebentar bersama Kit Kat--Seriously eating one right now!)
I just that's pretty much it. Kalau nak "huraikan" semua memang panjang lebar la. So sekerat-sekerat je cukup la kot. Hehe. Oh ya.. And another thing.. There are LOADS of HOT and CUTE guys in KL!! Walaoweyh. Haha! (Merapu sikit)
Alright guys. Gotta go now. Debate and Public Speaking speech still not done. Peace Out!
Assalamualaikum!
Love,
Fiffy
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| Berjaya Times Height -- AWESOME! |
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| The concert from across the lake. (View from Bigscreen) |
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| The best Strawberry flavoured FRO-YO! :D |
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| Yeps. Mah new heels yah! XD |
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| From Kinokuniya. They have the best books, NO LIE! |
Sunday, March 17, 2013
The load in my mind
Assalamualaikum and Hi... Salam Satu Malaysia (bcoz they always say that xD)
Ahh.. If you ask is being a Form 4 student awesome, I would say the OPPOSITE IF IT! What's the thing that sucks you say? Hmmm.. Where do I begin?
So all of the seniors were right. Form 4 isn't as easy as anyone thought. There's just too much pressure. Starting from the difficult subjects that we HAVE to study, till the extra curricular activities that I had to join cuz there's no other option. Serously, tak de pilihan lain dah sebab tahun depan kena fokus untuk SPM. Haishh... Cepatnye nak SPM dah.
Firstly, I thought my life's gonna be even more fun because I joined more extra-curricular activities.. Tapi tak langsung! Now that one of my BFF is gone, I'm all alone. (sort off) I mean kadang-kadang tu tak la sangat sebab dalam kelas ramai kawan. Tapi kalau selain tu, I don't think I talked and socialize pretty often. Memang sedih giler dan sebak terasa di hati. (Dah la.. Malas nak cakap. Nanti menangis pulak!)
Btw, I decided to learn Mandarin (communication) because I thought learning a new language could benefit me in the future. So Michelle lah jadi my Mandarin Sensei xD (Sensei=cikgu) Still remember that I said I want to learn Japanese and there's a class that I'm gonna take at school? Well... IT'S EXTREMELY HARD! Memang serious susah giler. Tulisan dia dah la berbelit-belit. Kalau nak communicate tu boleh tahan la. Rasanya Korean is waaaayy easy! Tapi takkan nak belajar Korean pulak kut? Haish.. PENING! But I definitely am going to learn how to communicate in Mandarin. (Relaks la. Kat Malaysia tak ada Japanese pun xD)
Haish.. Dah dengan "konflik" tu, ada pulak Public Speaking 2 minggu lagi! OMG. I can't even decide what am I going to talk about yet! I just think there's quite lots of pressure sekarang ni. Dengan debate lagi kawad lagi. Tak tahu la ape lagi lepas ni..
Exam? I ain't talking about it at all!
OK la. I think I gotta go now. Have to pick up dinner from the restaurant. Yes, I drive! :) Assalamualaikum~
Love,
Fiffy
Sunday, February 17, 2013
Garage Sale... SORT OFF
Assalamualaikum and Hey guys and girls. Today I just want to sell some used stuff that's quite precious for me, because my wardrobe is currently quite full. So here's some stuff :)
*FREE DELIVERY
*COMES WITH A CUTE POLKA DOT BAG WITH RIBBON
*SOME PRICES ARE STILL NEGOTIABLE
For inquiries like sizes, do:
email: fifiafrina@gmail.com
or kindly comment below this post.
THANK YOU
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| Green Chiffon Shirt (NECKLACE NOT INCLUDED) RM 30 |
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| Geometrical Purple and Black Dress RM 35 |
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| Red and Black Fancy Collar Blouse RM 35 |
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| Pink and White Polka Dot Peplum Dress RM 30 |
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| Black Jacket RM 40 |
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| Floral Long Pants RM 40 |
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| Checkered-Blue Dress RM 30 |
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| White and Blue Polka Dot Shirt (COTTON) RM 25 |
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| Black and White Dress with Fluffy Skirt RM 35 |
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| Black blouse with White Stripes (SATIN) RM 35 |
*COMES WITH A CUTE POLKA DOT BAG WITH RIBBON
*SOME PRICES ARE STILL NEGOTIABLE
For inquiries like sizes, do:
email: fifiafrina@gmail.com
or kindly comment below this post.
THANK YOU
Thursday, January 31, 2013
Typical Student's Life
Alahai.. *sigh* Kalau nak cakap pasal homework, memang tak pernah habis.
The typical life of a student is mesti lepas balik sekolah, mandi and everything, pastu kena buat homework yang belambak lambak ni. Every subject punya homework memang la sikit je. Ade yang tahap "boleh tahan" (If you know what I mean) Tapi bila dah ada like 6 times of the same thing, memang banyak Ya Rabbi la!
I'm not complaining but maybe could use a little companion to talk to or something. I don't know why these days I feel quite lonely and everything. And I'm starting to miss my friends. Haish.. . Tak tau la. Ni baru je bulan 1, nanti naik bulan Mac and April lagi la bertambah busy. Omegad! Cuba la imagine..
But one good rumour I heard is that maybe my school nak adakan Japanese class for students! Oh my god! It's extremely unbelievable. Memang best gila kalau Japanese class tu jadi buat. My dear otaku friend, Shahril pun dah excited gila, I bet! :D Maybe ada hikmahnya tak dapat SBP... (kot) Entahlah. And there's also this band-singing thingy and perhaps my friends and I will be joining it. I just hope they're more AMAZING AND INTERESTING stuff will happen at my school.
Love,
Fiffy
The typical life of a student is mesti lepas balik sekolah, mandi and everything, pastu kena buat homework yang belambak lambak ni. Every subject punya homework memang la sikit je. Ade yang tahap "boleh tahan" (If you know what I mean) Tapi bila dah ada like 6 times of the same thing, memang banyak Ya Rabbi la!
I'm not complaining but maybe could use a little companion to talk to or something. I don't know why these days I feel quite lonely and everything. And I'm starting to miss my friends. Haish.. . Tak tau la. Ni baru je bulan 1, nanti naik bulan Mac and April lagi la bertambah busy. Omegad! Cuba la imagine..
But one good rumour I heard is that maybe my school nak adakan Japanese class for students! Oh my god! It's extremely unbelievable. Memang best gila kalau Japanese class tu jadi buat. My dear otaku friend, Shahril pun dah excited gila, I bet! :D Maybe ada hikmahnya tak dapat SBP... (kot) Entahlah. And there's also this band-singing thingy and perhaps my friends and I will be joining it. I just hope they're more AMAZING AND INTERESTING stuff will happen at my school.
Love,
Fiffy
Sunday, January 27, 2013
Counting Days
Assalamualaikum and Hi to you Earthlings!
Actually I'm quite lazy to do my homework today but then when I saw my pink laptop on my study table, I had an urge to post something on my blog. The truth is, today, one of my besties is going to Sremban adn tomorrow she will be registering at a new school over there. On top of that, my other best friend is now currently enjoying her life in Birmingham, England. The question is.. when will it be my turn to travel?
Yes, other than arts and music, I really love to travel. It doesn't matter whether for education purpose or just spending a few thousand MYR to go around the globe. It's really fascinating to look at what the world has to offer. If I have a chance to travel around the world, I really hope I could bring some of my best friends along. It'll be extremely AWESOME! :D
I guess today I'll be sharing with you guys about my future plan. Maybe lepas SPM ingat nak ambik
A-LEVEL instead of Matrikulasi. And then I wanna further studies to Monash University, Australia. Of course studying in UK is indeed more awesome but my dad said "Sekarang students Malaysia susah nak dapat study ke UK.." (I choose not to discuss WHY) So, whatever la. Tapi kalau lepas SPM boleh straight away pergi overseas lagi la sempoi. What course? MEDIC la.. And one of my best friend, Dania is also planning to be a Medical student. I just hope we could both study overseas, in the same university. (So ade la kawan, kan? Haha)
I guess that's all for now. Before that, I have a pic to show you. A picture of my best friend who's currently in UK. (EDITED BY ME)
Love,
Fiffy
Actually I'm quite lazy to do my homework today but then when I saw my pink laptop on my study table, I had an urge to post something on my blog. The truth is, today, one of my besties is going to Sremban adn tomorrow she will be registering at a new school over there. On top of that, my other best friend is now currently enjoying her life in Birmingham, England. The question is.. when will it be my turn to travel?
Yes, other than arts and music, I really love to travel. It doesn't matter whether for education purpose or just spending a few thousand MYR to go around the globe. It's really fascinating to look at what the world has to offer. If I have a chance to travel around the world, I really hope I could bring some of my best friends along. It'll be extremely AWESOME! :D
I guess today I'll be sharing with you guys about my future plan. Maybe lepas SPM ingat nak ambik
A-LEVEL instead of Matrikulasi. And then I wanna further studies to Monash University, Australia. Of course studying in UK is indeed more awesome but my dad said "Sekarang students Malaysia susah nak dapat study ke UK.." (I choose not to discuss WHY) So, whatever la. Tapi kalau lepas SPM boleh straight away pergi overseas lagi la sempoi. What course? MEDIC la.. And one of my best friend, Dania is also planning to be a Medical student. I just hope we could both study overseas, in the same university. (So ade la kawan, kan? Haha)
I guess that's all for now. Before that, I have a pic to show you. A picture of my best friend who's currently in UK. (EDITED BY ME)
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Love,
Fiffy
Monday, January 21, 2013
I can't bear this
Ya Allah. Please help me. Give some faith in me. Because obviously I can't bear this any longer. I know that You only let your servants to face hardships in order to test them, but please, Allah, give me strength so that I could face this depression.
Last Thursday was definitely a heart break for me. I switched on my laptop, with fingers crossed that I would get accepted into any fully residential boarding schools in Malaysia. One of my besties succeeded so I was hoping for the best. At that very moment I knew my result, I almost fell off the chair. My heart felt as if it sunk to the bottom of the Earth. The unfortunate events in my life continues again. I did not get accepted into the boarding school that I desired. I refuse to cry at first and acted calm as if it wasn't a big deal.
The next day onward, I went to school, still trying to be as calm as possible. The moment I stepped into my school, I knew that I am going to spend my last 2 years of high school there. There's no possible way I can be somewhere else. And so I stride straight to my class, trying to let the thought slip off my mind. I couldn't help it any longer. I cried in the empty class myself at the same time when the clock showed 7 am. I continue to cry until the third period of class. It eventually stops when it was time for Physical Education on that day. I refuse to let the teachers notice my sadness and disappointment. But I really wish my friends would understand me although I know that don't.
What was it that I do wrong? Is it something to do with my academic achievement? Or co-curricular activity? Or perhaps I filled the application form wrong? Loads of questions keep popping in my mind and the last that I can ever think of is ... "Am I that stupid?" I still can't figure out why all of this happen. My plan was to go to any excellent boarding school and improve myself academically and mentally but I guess all of that can now rest in peace, in my dreams.
My parents keep saying that I need not worry about this matter and that they will try their best to get me a spot in an oversea university. But the thing is, THEY DON'T UNDERSTAND.
Sorry to say but no one can ever make me "relax" and forget about this matter.
In pain,
Fiffy
Last Thursday was definitely a heart break for me. I switched on my laptop, with fingers crossed that I would get accepted into any fully residential boarding schools in Malaysia. One of my besties succeeded so I was hoping for the best. At that very moment I knew my result, I almost fell off the chair. My heart felt as if it sunk to the bottom of the Earth. The unfortunate events in my life continues again. I did not get accepted into the boarding school that I desired. I refuse to cry at first and acted calm as if it wasn't a big deal.
The next day onward, I went to school, still trying to be as calm as possible. The moment I stepped into my school, I knew that I am going to spend my last 2 years of high school there. There's no possible way I can be somewhere else. And so I stride straight to my class, trying to let the thought slip off my mind. I couldn't help it any longer. I cried in the empty class myself at the same time when the clock showed 7 am. I continue to cry until the third period of class. It eventually stops when it was time for Physical Education on that day. I refuse to let the teachers notice my sadness and disappointment. But I really wish my friends would understand me although I know that don't.
What was it that I do wrong? Is it something to do with my academic achievement? Or co-curricular activity? Or perhaps I filled the application form wrong? Loads of questions keep popping in my mind and the last that I can ever think of is ... "Am I that stupid?" I still can't figure out why all of this happen. My plan was to go to any excellent boarding school and improve myself academically and mentally but I guess all of that can now rest in peace, in my dreams.
My parents keep saying that I need not worry about this matter and that they will try their best to get me a spot in an oversea university. But the thing is, THEY DON'T UNDERSTAND.
Sorry to say but no one can ever make me "relax" and forget about this matter.
In pain,
Fiffy
Sunday, January 6, 2013
Day 1 of School
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| As expressionless as me on the 1st day of school |
Well as you all know, January 2nd is officially the first day of school. You guys are excited? Yeah I "was" too. The first day of school scene that I had in mind is definitely different from what happened. What I thought would be is like a really awesome school head start like what happened last year where me and all of my friends would gather around and laugh plus tease each other simultaneously. But it definitely didn't quite turn out that way. In fact, I didn't get to spend much time with my own BFF!
In my classs, semua orang was like soooo quite and barely talks. So, I was kind of in the mood too lah. Habis tu tak kan nak cakap sorang-sorang pulak kan? I mean I still have my friends with me and diorang pun duduk dekat-dekat je but it wasn't as fun and choatic as last year. I guess it'll be that way for the rest of 2013.. kot! (Hopefully not) I know my friends are all the fun type and I'm sure we can all get along with the other "new classmates" (non 3 Bestari 2012), quite well.
Plus now there's a new student who I ain't gonna mention. Kalau nak tau sangat pergi la cari tau sendiri, okay? But it's not a big deal anymore. What other things that happened? ITU JE LAH! There's nothing much. I guess there are more stuff (the non-preferable stuff) coming up soon and I just gotta wait. BTW< I'm freaking glad that almost all of my friends are in the same club as I am. At least one good thing happened.!
Kelab dan Persatuan - English Society
Sukan dan Permainan - Chess club
Okay guys. Gotta continue with the "endless" school work. Bye! Assalamualaikum
Love,
Fiffy
Tuesday, January 1, 2013
Page 1 of 365 :)
What in the name of sanity?! 2012 ended already?
(That's what I kept repeating on the last day of 2012 )
Hey <insert your name here> ! Well as you can see, the date I write this post today is January 1st 2013. I don't think that I have to explain that today is the first day of another new year, right? Rasa macam masa berjalan cepat sangat. Tak puas lagi nak menikmati life sebagai student Form 3. Hehe.
Anyway, yesterday was the last day of 2012 and a few friends of mine and I went out for some drink at their favourite "lepak" place called DragonBall. (Pardon me if I spelled it wrong, somehow) So yeah, it was quite fun. I brought my laptop and we were like surfing the internet together and even capture some pictures. SILLY PICTURES! Haha.
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| Me and my BFF Husna! |
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| Hafiz (left) and Faiz or PAIZ (right) |
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| Just being silly. Dasar takda kerja! |
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| Le' Husna busy with her gadget |
Anyway, the thing that I can never forget throughout year 2012 is that being a 3 bestari student! 2012 is the year where I met a lot of friends and had so much fun. Sebab tu la still rasa tak puas nak jadi budak 3 Bestari. We used to be extremely annoyed when the teachers labelled our class as "bodoh-sombong" and such, but guess what, WE NEVER GIVE A DAMN! That's because it's definitly NOT true. To me, my friends are definitely and indubitably the AWESOME-ST EVER! There are also many other things and accomplishment that I will remember as long as I can for instance the Public Speaking, Debate, RHB Spell-It-Right Challenge and more.
Ok la, that's the end of chapter 2012. Now it's time to "TUTUP BUKU". Sekarang kena la jadi more matured and of course, stronger to face the ups and downs in 2013. I bet that this year will be extra challenging with the extra subjects and so on. But the one same thing that is still in my New Year's Resolution List is : Ripping-off Syabas! (I don't think that'll ever change until we both go on separate ways, later in 2015)
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| Dear SYABAS, Bring it on! |
SO THIS IS MY NEW YEAR'S RESOLUTION:
1) Be a better, nicer and more friendly person
2) Enlarge my friend circle
3) BEAT SYABAS TO THE DEATH! <---- marked important although sounds extreme
4) Be the best Pennag Public Speaker
5) Help my friends win the Debate Competition
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7)...
That's only part of it and among the important ones. Of course there are more and I assure you that it will take days to complete the list!
So I guess that's all I can write for now. Lepas ni nak kena siap-siap barang nak pergi sekolah la apa la. Anyways, I'm glad to welcome my Form 1 juniors and any other new-comers to my school.
Love,
Fiffy
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