January 4th 2012, a.k.a WORST DAY EVER!

Argh! My head really ache right now! As I expected, the first day or school sucks!

I don't really know why Charmz, but I kinda feel like I want to be in my former class again! I don't care if people say it's the last class or the "dumbest" class of all. The thing is, I really love that class with all of my classmates way better than this new one. Not that I hate my new classmates or anything! I never said that, once!

I used to sit in a perfect place where I have the perfect view in my old class with my friends Umi Umaira and Swarnaa by my side. We often chit-chat a lot and had so much fun. There might be some time where I can't stand them but, deep inside I know that they are the best partners! They make me laugh whenever I feel bummed and we often had a pack to get somebody! haha!

Well now, my friend Umi has moved to some place far from here. However, Swarnaa is still in the same class as me but she sits in front now while I'm quietly at the back. We can't have those loud conversations that we used to have anymore. And now, my other friend Laksumitha isn't in the same class anymore. She's very funny and likes to talk! No kidding! But, she is a fun girl to be with...

Now I'm in the new class feeling like a freaky mute new-comer and I hate my place. That's cuz I can barely see from there. Another thing is, my partners aren't as fun as last years' any longer. Most of my classmates are very competitive and I feel belittled sometimes. When I was in my old class, I feel very happy to help lots of people around me but now, I feel like standing "below the radar" You get what I mean Charmz?--I hope you do.

Another thing that happened today is that me and my BFF didn't get the chance to eat during recess. There's so many "big people" around that the queue is freaking long like never before. And when we were about to buy something, the food and beverages are almost finished and we can't even find a place to sit!!! That really does sucked!! We were just strolling around the school with a plain bread in our hands talking like idiots!

 I feel like almost everyone wants to bring me down. But I know just what to do.
Lastly, I would like to say..  Dear 2012--Please be nice to me.\

Can't talk much Charmz because I've got some books to read and homework to complete.
Ok then. Buh-bye!
XOXO

ALMOST the first day of school!

Daer Charmz Diary,

Tomorrow is officially the first day of school in 2012 which is on January 4th 2012. I don't know should I feel happy and excited or sad and a bit bummed. Well, I obviously will feel happy tomorrow cuz I could see and my fiends after a long holiday. But on the other hand, will there be anyone who want to be my friend in my new class? Yeah, that's what I'm worried about. They are not actually "new" to me but almost all of us haven't been in the same class before. We just know one another but never a classmate. What if they refuse to be friends with me or talk to me?

But on the bright side, there's no more noisy-makers in my class and no more people to tease me and bring me down. Well, I hope so...

Ok then Charmz. Can't chat for long. Bye now!
XXX