Sunday, March 17, 2013

The load in my mind

Assalamualaikum and Hi... Salam Satu Malaysia (bcoz they always say that xD)


Ahh.. If you ask is being a Form 4 student awesome, I would say the OPPOSITE IF IT! What's the thing that sucks you say? Hmmm.. Where do I begin?

So all of the seniors were right. Form 4 isn't as easy as anyone thought. There's just too much pressure. Starting from the difficult subjects that we HAVE to study, till the extra curricular activities that I had to join cuz there's no other option. Serously, tak de pilihan lain dah sebab tahun depan kena fokus untuk SPM. Haishh... Cepatnye nak SPM dah. 

Firstly, I thought my life's gonna be even more fun because I joined more extra-curricular activities.. Tapi tak langsung! Now that one of my BFF is gone, I'm all alone. (sort off) I mean kadang-kadang tu tak la sangat sebab dalam kelas ramai kawan. Tapi kalau selain tu, I don't think I talked and socialize pretty often. Memang sedih giler dan sebak terasa di hati. (Dah la.. Malas nak cakap. Nanti menangis pulak!)

Btw, I decided to learn Mandarin (communication) because I thought learning a new language could benefit me in the future. So Michelle lah jadi my Mandarin Sensei xD (Sensei=cikgu) Still remember that I said I want to learn Japanese and there's a class that I'm gonna take at school? Well... IT'S EXTREMELY HARD! Memang serious susah giler. Tulisan dia dah la berbelit-belit. Kalau nak communicate tu boleh tahan la. Rasanya Korean is waaaayy easy! Tapi takkan nak belajar Korean pulak kut? Haish.. PENING! But I definitely am going to learn how to communicate in Mandarin. (Relaks la. Kat Malaysia tak ada Japanese pun xD)

Haish.. Dah dengan "konflik" tu, ada pulak Public Speaking 2 minggu lagi! OMG. I can't even decide what am I going to talk about yet! I just think there's quite lots of pressure sekarang ni. Dengan debate lagi kawad lagi. Tak tahu la ape lagi lepas ni..

Exam? I ain't talking about it at all! 















OK la. I think I gotta go now. Have to pick up dinner from the restaurant. Yes, I drive! :)  Assalamualaikum~

Love,
Fiffy

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