Typical Student's Life

Alahai.. *sigh* Kalau nak cakap pasal homework, memang tak pernah habis.

The typical life of a student is mesti lepas balik sekolah, mandi and everything, pastu kena buat homework yang belambak lambak ni. Every subject punya homework memang la sikit je. Ade yang tahap "boleh tahan" (If you know what I mean) Tapi bila dah ada like 6 times of the same thing, memang banyak Ya Rabbi la!

I'm not complaining but maybe could use a little companion to talk to or something. I don't know why these days I feel quite lonely and everything. And I'm starting to miss my friends. Haish.. . Tak tau la. Ni baru je bulan 1, nanti naik bulan Mac and April lagi la bertambah busy. Omegad! Cuba la imagine..

But one good rumour I heard is that maybe my school nak adakan Japanese class for students! Oh my god! It's extremely unbelievable. Memang best gila kalau Japanese class tu jadi buat. My dear otaku friend, Shahril pun dah excited gila, I bet! :D Maybe ada hikmahnya tak dapat SBP... (kot) Entahlah. And there's also this band-singing thingy and perhaps my friends and I will be joining it. I just hope they're more AMAZING AND INTERESTING stuff will happen at my school.

Love,
Fiffy

Counting Days

Assalamualaikum and Hi to you Earthlings!

Actually I'm quite lazy to do my homework today but then when I saw my pink laptop on my study table, I had an urge to post something on my blog. The truth is, today, one of my besties is going to Sremban adn tomorrow she will be registering at a new school over there. On top of that, my other best friend is now currently enjoying her life in Birmingham, England. The question is.. when will it be my turn to travel?

Yes, other than arts and music, I really love to travel. It doesn't matter whether for education purpose or just spending a few thousand MYR to go around the globe. It's really fascinating to look at what the world has to offer. If I have a chance to travel around the world, I really hope I could bring some of my best friends along. It'll be extremely AWESOME! :D

I guess today I'll be sharing with you guys about my future plan. Maybe lepas SPM ingat nak ambik
A-LEVEL instead of Matrikulasi. And then I wanna further studies to Monash University, Australia. Of course studying in UK is indeed more awesome but my dad said "Sekarang students Malaysia susah nak dapat study ke UK.." (I choose not to discuss WHY) So, whatever la. Tapi kalau lepas SPM boleh straight away pergi overseas lagi la sempoi. What course? MEDIC la.. And one of my best friend, Dania is also planning to be a Medical student. I just hope we could both study overseas, in the same university. (So ade la kawan, kan? Haha)

I guess that's all for now. Before that, I have a pic to show you. A picture of my best friend who's currently in UK. (EDITED BY ME)

Love,
Fiffy

I can't bear this

Ya Allah. Please help me. Give some faith in me. Because obviously I can't bear this any longer. I know that You only let your servants to face hardships in order to test them, but please, Allah, give me strength so that I could face this depression.

Last Thursday was definitely a heart break for me. I switched on my laptop, with fingers crossed that I would get accepted into any fully residential boarding schools in Malaysia. One of my besties succeeded so I was hoping for the best. At that very moment I knew my result, I almost fell off the chair. My heart felt as if it sunk to the bottom of the Earth. The unfortunate events in my life continues again. I did not get accepted into the boarding school that I desired. I refuse to cry at first and acted calm as if it wasn't a big deal.

The next day onward, I went to school, still trying to be as calm as possible. The moment I stepped into my school, I knew that I am going to spend my last 2 years of high school there. There's no possible way I can be somewhere else. And so I stride straight to my class, trying to let the thought slip off my mind. I couldn't help it any longer. I cried in the empty class myself at the same time when the clock showed 7 am. I continue to cry until the third period of class. It eventually stops when it was time for Physical Education on that day. I refuse to let the teachers notice my sadness and disappointment. But I really wish my friends would understand me although I know that don't.

What was it that I do wrong? Is it something to do with my academic achievement? Or co-curricular activity? Or perhaps I filled the application form wrong? Loads of questions keep popping in my mind and the last that I can ever think of is ... "Am I that stupid?" I still can't figure out why all of this happen. My plan was to go to any excellent boarding school and improve myself academically and mentally but I guess all of that can now rest in peace, in my dreams.

My parents keep saying that I need not worry about this matter and that they will try their best to get me a spot in an oversea university. But the thing is, THEY DON'T UNDERSTAND.

Sorry to say but no one can ever make me "relax" and forget about this matter.

In pain,
Fiffy

Day 1 of School

As expressionless as me on the 1st day of school

Assalamualaikum and hello. Of course it's me, Fiffy. Who else could be writing in my own blog?


Well as you all know, January 2nd is officially the first day of school. You guys are excited? Yeah I "was" too. The first day of school scene that I had in mind is definitely different from what happened. What I thought would be is like a really awesome school head start like what happened last year where me and all of my friends would gather around and laugh plus tease each other simultaneously. But it definitely didn't quite turn out that way. In fact, I didn't get to spend much time with my own BFF!

In my classs, semua orang was like soooo quite and barely talks. So, I was kind of in the mood too lah. Habis tu tak kan nak cakap sorang-sorang pulak kan? I mean I still have my friends with me and diorang pun duduk dekat-dekat je but it wasn't as fun and choatic as last year. I guess it'll be that way for the rest of 2013.. kot! (Hopefully not) I know my friends are all the fun type and I'm sure we can all get along with the other "new classmates" (non 3 Bestari 2012), quite well.

Plus now there's a new student who I ain't gonna mention. Kalau nak tau sangat pergi la cari tau sendiri, okay? But it's not a big deal anymore. What other things that happened? ITU JE LAH! There's nothing much. I guess there are more stuff (the non-preferable stuff) coming up soon and I just gotta wait. BTW< I'm freaking glad that almost all of my friends are in the same club as I am. At least one good thing happened.!

Kelab dan Persatuan - English Society
Sukan dan Permainan - Chess club

Okay guys. Gotta continue with the "endless" school work. Bye! Assalamualaikum

Love,
Fiffy

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What in the name of sanity?! 2012 ended already?

(That's what I kept repeating on the last day of 2012 )

Hey <insert your name here> ! Well as you can see, the date I write this post today is January 1st 2013. I don't think that I have to explain that today is the first day of another new year, right? Rasa macam masa berjalan cepat sangat. Tak puas lagi nak menikmati life sebagai student Form 3. Hehe. 

Anyway, yesterday was the last day of 2012 and a few friends of mine and I went out for some drink at their favourite "lepak" place called DragonBall. (Pardon me if I spelled it wrong, somehow) So yeah, it was quite fun. I brought my laptop and we were like surfing the internet together and even capture some pictures. SILLY PICTURES! Haha. 

Me and my BFF Husna! 

Hafiz (left) and Faiz or PAIZ (right)

Just being silly. Dasar takda kerja!

Le' Husna busy with her gadget 

Anyway, the thing that I can never forget throughout year 2012 is that being a 3 bestari student! 2012 is the year where I met a lot of friends and had so much fun. Sebab tu la still rasa tak puas nak jadi budak 3 Bestari. We used to be extremely annoyed when the teachers labelled our class as "bodoh-sombong" and such, but guess what, WE NEVER GIVE A DAMN! That's because it's definitly NOT true. To me, my friends are definitely and indubitably the AWESOME-ST EVER! There are also many other things and accomplishment that I will remember as long as I can for instance the Public Speaking, Debate, RHB Spell-It-Right Challenge and more. 

Ok la, that's the end of chapter 2012. Now it's time to "TUTUP BUKU". Sekarang kena la jadi more matured and of course, stronger to face the ups and downs in 2013. I bet that this year will be extra challenging with the extra subjects and so on. But the one same thing that is still in my New Year's Resolution List is : Ripping-off Syabas! (I don't think that'll ever change until we both go on separate ways, later in 2015)

Dear SYABAS, Bring it on!

SO THIS IS MY NEW YEAR'S RESOLUTION:

1) Be a better, nicer and more friendly person

2) Enlarge my friend circle

3) BEAT SYABAS TO THE DEATH! <---- marked important although sounds extreme

4) Be the best Pennag Public Speaker

5) Help my friends win the Debate Competition

6)..

7)...

That's only part of it and among the important ones. Of course there are more and I assure you that it will take days to complete the list!

So I guess that's all I can write for now. Lepas ni nak kena siap-siap barang nak pergi sekolah la apa la. Anyways, I'm glad to welcome my Form 1 juniors and any other new-comers to my school. 

Love, 

Fiffy