All I feel like doing now is just cry, cry and cry my heart out. I just can' take this much pressure, apparently. Mid-year exam's just around the corner..and at the same time, the Public Speaking competition is also very near. The thing is, I'm not fully prepared for both of it. If I have an option, of course I would choose to sit for my exam. I hate to do an exam paper all by my own, while all of my friends are already enjoying themselves. As any other typical girl and student, I just really hate it!
I don't know but I'm thinking to back out from the competition because I just don't want to humiliate myself in front of the audience with my unprepared condition. And I think I have a better chance to revise and study too if I do such thing. But the only problem now, is my mom gonna let me do so? I sort off doubt that though... She's the one who has been encouraging me all the time about this competition. She keeps saying that it's okay for me to enter this year cuz I'm just in Form 4 and I don't have to sit for SPM yet. But then, I've failed to score good marks in the first exam this year and I don't wanna repeat such thing again. Right after I got my horrible results for UP1, I promised to myself that I'm going to do better for this upcoming exam. I'm gonna try very hard to be in top 3 and I don't wanna disappoint my dad again like I did before... So, should I back down from the competition or not? I'm just beyond confused right now. Help me! I need some advice...
If I should continue with the competition.. WHY?
The one suffering,
Fiffy
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