Saturday, June 23, 2012

Believe in Yourself

Dear Diary,


There are a lot of things going around in my mind lately. But now, I know its time to swipe off everything that’s not related to studying and achieving high marks, until the end of September at least. Lots of “drama” going on and school and to me, I have to hit the pause button for those stuff because the big exam is just round the corner. And the other reason is because I’m getting tired and sick of it. (about friend’s issues and such) It doesn’t benefit anyone and leads to an obvious time wastage.

I was devastated by the recent exam results I got because I don’t really pass them all with flying colors unlike the previous one. I wasn’t mad this time but I’m just really sad and believe it or not, I broke down at school. I just can’t help it. I can’t afford forgiving myself for what just happened. I’m guessing most of this is my own fault for taking it so easily. Well, looking up at couple of my friends who managed to obtain high and good marks, I’m making them as my “motivation” but not idols. I am who I am and I’m not gonna change that. Firstly, to be honest, I was jealous of “those” stuff and I envy them but then, I realized it doesn’t bring any good so I decided to quit doing that. It’s best if I just learn from them and also learn from my mistakes. Just because I fell down, that doesn’t mean I’m just gonna lay on the ground. I’m gonna pull myself back up and get on my feet again. Start the freakin’ engine and start course to “High-Achievement Island” (I know it sounds childish but what the heck!) I will to put my best foot forward and work my ass off. I’m not going to say NEVER. =)

There are times when people tell you that you can’t live your dreams. But this is what I tell you... Never say never! –Justin Bieber

·                 Anyway, congratulations to a senior friend of mine in SMK Bukit Jambul for obtaining the title of national’s best public speaker of 2012 recently. I just got the third in State level but I’m proud of it. J And yes, the best speaker IS from PENANG! (praying to get his spot one day)
Best speakers from each districts of Penang

Top 3 speakers of the state 2012





LOVE,
Fiffy a.k.a. Plain Jane