Rome isn't built in a day..

Every time I watched a movie that has a genius and brainiac character in it, I feel like there’s something gets to my nerve. I feel all enthusiastic about it. Continuing to watch the movie would be a compulsory and my little mind automatically aimed on a target. The target is to be just like the character. Looking at what he/she is capable of really emerges the jealousy in me. I was thinking to myself, “why can’t I be like him/her?” a bit of the jealousy also strikes in my heart every time found out that a friend of mine could achieve a great accomplishment or have thoughts of far deeper than mine. I couldn’t just approach to them and tell them to “lower their IQ level” and stuff. That just doesn’t make sense. All that I could do is just study very hard and try to limit my desires. I just hope that one day, luck would be on my side and strengthens my faith plus brightens my destiny…

Working hard…

XOXO

Diary September 5th 2011

Dear charmz diary,

Guess who’s back from her hometown? ME!!! Wow it feels so good to be home. As they said HOME SWEET HOME. But then, I just realized that I have tones of unfinished homework. So, going back home isn’t “so” sweet. But today’s the first day of school from a long “Raya” holidays and as usual, my friends have loads of stories to spill. Bout their holidays and everything so am I.

Well, today we got plenty of marks for the latest test. I just couldn’t believe my Science and English marks that stood before me. OH MY GOD! Unbelievable. Bout the others? I’d say that as an “ok” only. Not much or less.  But from now on, I really want to study hard for the future exams and tests.

Forget to mention. Just now in class, all of my classmates had to present/talk about their hopes and ambition. Mine is to be a doctor of course. One of my friends said that my hopes are a “little” high. But I don’t give a damn. As people say, “Aim your target to the moon. Even if you fall, you’ll land on the stars.” (Actually my best friend told me that. I love her!) Firstly I was a bit stuttered but then, I going fine. But I guess, the part that my friends would say “EWW” the most is when I said à “Like Justin Bieber said, Never say never! Thank you” (Yeah I guess so)

Well Charmz, I think I’ll have to end it here this time. There’s so many things that I have to place it back in order. Like finding my lost English book. (SHH!! Don’t tell the teachers)

OK then. Buh-bye!!

XOXO