Why is it so hard?

Ha.....  *sighing*

Why is it so hard to lose weight and be tall?
In my opinion, one of the most vital secret to lose weight is discipline, which frankly I am lack of. I mean seriously, we gotta be more discipline in our diet and work out plans right? Yang ni, lepas habis exercise, melantak tak ingat dunia. Bila dah habis makan, baru teringat nak menyesal.

Actually I was skinny before (aceh) when I was in primary school. But then, somehow when I stepped into my secondary school years, I started to eat a lot. It's like I couldn't cotrol myself. I still remember that whenever I was feeling down, I would rush to the fridge and find something to eat. (Sekarang pun buat jugak, kadang-kadang)  Maybe because I was under so much pressure in being a secondary school student. Mother kept warning me that I would put on weight and look as fat as a pig if I keep on my habit. But I was a stubborn girl before and every time she said that, I would reply "Mom! It's ok. Makan sikit je pun. Tak kan lah nak gemuk"

Sekarang barulah nak menyesal, menangis tak berlagu. Another problem that I'm facing with right now is HEIGHT PROBLEM ! ! ! My friends usually tease me because of my "shortness" as well as my father! I wouldn't give a damn if they teased me but sometimes, deep down, I feel down because honestly, I am the shortest among my friends. Even junior-junior pun ramai lagi tinggi.

Kalaulah dapat kurus and tinggi macam Asia's Next Top Models tu kan best? (Cewah. Berangan lebih!) OK. I think from now on, I will try to be more discipline.

IF ANYONE HAS ANY TIPS OF LOSING WEIGHT OR CONTROLLING DIET, DO TELL ME! 

Love,
Fiffy

Asia's Next Top Model. Look at their spidery-long legs! I love Jessica and Helena though