There are a lot of things
going around in my mind lately. But now, I know its time to swipe off
everything that’s not related to studying and achieving high marks, until the
end of September at least. Lots of “drama” going on and school and to me, I have
to hit the pause button for those stuff because the big exam is just round the
corner. And the other reason is because I’m getting tired and sick of it. (about
friend’s issues and such) It doesn’t benefit anyone and leads to an obvious
time wastage.
I was devastated by the recent exam results I got because I don’t really pass them all with flying colors unlike the previous one. I wasn’t
mad this time but I’m just really sad and believe it or not, I broke down at
school. I just can’t help it. I can’t afford forgiving myself for what just
happened. I’m guessing most of this is my own fault for taking it so easily. Well,
looking up at couple of my friends who managed to obtain high and good marks, I’m
making them as my “motivation” but not idols. I am who I am and I’m not gonna
change that. Firstly, to be honest, I was jealous of “those” stuff and I envy
them but then, I realized it doesn’t bring any good so I decided to quit doing
that. It’s best if I just learn from them and also learn from my mistakes. Just
because I fell down, that doesn’t mean I’m just gonna lay on the ground. I’m
gonna pull myself back up and get on my feet again. Start the freakin’ engine
and start course to “High-Achievement
Island ” (I know it sounds
childish but what the heck!) I will to put my best foot forward and work my ass
off. I’m not going to say NEVER. =)
There are times when people
tell you that you can’t live your dreams. But this is what I tell you... Never
say never! –Justin Bieber
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Anyway,
congratulations to a senior friend of mine in SMK Bukit Jambul for obtaining the
title of national’s best public speaker of 2012 recently. I just got the third
in State level but I’m proud of it. J And yes, the best speaker IS from PENANG !
(praying to get his spot one day)
Best speakers from each districts of Penang |
Top 3 speakers of the state 2012 |
LOVE,
Fiffy a.k.a. Plain Jane
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