The whole lot of pressure!

Dear charmz diary, I'm not trying to kvetch or anything, but this is just too much pressure. If there's one more thing pop up out of nowhere, I will definitely "lose it" you know?!! Actually, I joined the marching team for the last 3 weeks approximately. It was fun before and I kind of enjoy myself with my BFF. But then, as the "real competition" gets closer, I started to feel the tense. Not that I hate it or anything but I'm just a little tired of all those training and practices. It's a good thing for me actually cuz it helps menreduce my weight a little. Yeah that's right... i gained some weight cuz I haven't go cycling for quite a long time. The thing is..I keep trying to lose my weight but, they keep finding me back! Hahaha. Alright. Now back to what I'm trying to explain. Besides all these trainings, I literally found out that my public speaking competition will be held this THURSDAY! I wonder why the teacher didn't inform me earlier cuz I homestly don't memorize a single thing yet and I have less than a week to practice and "perfect" myself. Oh dear... Don't you feel like its too much pressure yourself? I just hope I don't lose it. To make things worse, the teahers keep "pouring" us, students will homework!! We all agree that, we kept trying to finish them everyday but.. Homework just seems infinite! Hurgh... This is so tiring. but I can still take it. (for the time being) and all these oral tests, they just adding pressure to myself. Luckily its still bearable.. Okay charmz, I really think I should go now. I apologise for not writing to you for a long time. I've been definitely busy and my schedule is extremely pack! Okay then. Just pray for me so that I won't lose my temper and get crazy. :D XOXO