Do I belong?

Dear Charmz Diary,

It's me, your best friend. Can I ask you something? Do you think I "belong" in my friends? Well... I just watched a movie called Barbie Mariposa. Now I'm not trying to prove or show you that I'm rather childish for a 14 year old girl. But, in that movie, Mariposa exclaimed that she felt like she don't belong in the place where she lives which is called Flutterfield. And.. when I look back, I don't feel like I belong in my "place" too. I mean, I have the least friends among my friends. Yeah, No kidding! I often feel ignore and being left out just because I don't like things that they like and they don't fancy stuff that I find interesting. Is that my fault? One of my friends told me that I don't have to care what they like and the only thing I've to do is just be myself. I know that's the best thing to do but it's kinda hard though. Sitting in a territory where no one seems to get what you're trying to say...

I really like those kinda songs like''skyscraper'', "who's laughing now" and "Lala land" by some various inspiring singers. Those words are so much alike to my situation. Those songs are about a person who doesn't feel belong in their own spaces. In the Barbie Mariposa movie, Mariposa succeeded in saving her land Flutterfield and right after that, she always feel belong...Should I save "my land" to feel belong too? I don't think so...

But now, I'm thinking, "screw these people" I know what I like and I'm not going to pretend to like something that I don't just so that I could feel belong and fit it. I want to be ME! And no one can ever tell me to be someone who I'm not. I still have friends who enjoys the same stuffs as me. Wherever I go, I know that my friends will always be there beside me...

I guess I've said what I really wanna say, dear Charmz...
So, goodbye for now!
XXX