Rise of the Homework

" Holidays are coming ! Yeay !"

 SAID NO SPM STUDENT EVER !

IDK why this muffin is here. I'm starving

I don't know whether this thing happens to only SPM candidates or every single student. What issue am I talking about? HOMEWORK!

Aku ingat kan aku sorang je rasa macam homework menggunung and tak habis habis. But it seems that my friends are facing this disaster too. Every time I scroll along my Facebook or Twitter timeline, there will always be AT LEAST ONE person who will be mumbling about homework. Dan sesungguhnya aku setuju dengan segala pernyataan yang dinyatakan (Amboi ayat buku teks gitu..)

Homework ni macam tak pernah nak habis. Cuti seminggu je tapi homework macam diberi cuti 12 minggu. "Memang cukup pun masa nak habiskan semua tu dalam masa seminggu" (AYAT PERLI) But maybe my friends and I deserve all this because we're SPM candidates after all and 2013 has been a longgggg greaaaat honeymoon year for us. Dan tak cukup lagi dengan stress homework, aku ditambah dengan "personal problems" Relationship problems are the worst. Dengan ada junior yang nak jadi adik angkat aku la apa la. Tapi aku dah malas dan cuak untuk fikir pasal tu. Suka hati la nak jadi apa pun. 

On top of that, kerja-kerja pengawas pun ada banyak, bagi menambahkan stress aku! Oh and BTDubs, I'm officially a Timbalan Ketua Pengawas in my school. Yeps. I'm not the Head Prefect. Lagipun aku malas nak kena handle SEGALA benda berkaitan pengawas. Biarlah <insert> yang buat semua bagi dia tau rasa. (Hang nak sangat kan?) Hahaha.

So to sum up, there's a lotttt of work to do these days. Ni tak campur stress Debate lagi. My schedule's gonna be EXTRA MEGA packed in March. But it's okay because so far I can handle it. (Although sometimes I feel like hanging myself) I'm doing all this for Taylor's University and the damn SPC (Skim Pelajar Cemerlang) anyway. 

Okay I got a lot to do. Gotta ciao. Bye

Assalamualaikum

Love,

Fiffy

Cinta atau Dusta?

Heart break... Might be the second worst nightmare after obtaining bad results, especially for girls.

Love. What does love really mean? Semua orang ada persepsi tersendiri tentangnya. Bagi aku, cinta itu adalah apabila seseorang itu ambil berat tentang orang yang dicintainya, walau apa pun yang berlaku. Contohnya, cinta kepada Allah dan ibu bapa. Tak kira betapa teruknya seseorang itu, kita tetap dapat menerimanya. 

Apa pula yang dimaksudkan dengan keikhlasan? Bagi aku, keikhlasan itu adalah apabila seseorang itu merelakan apa yang dia lakukan, tanpa mengharapkan apa apa balasan. Jika seseorang itu ikhlas meminta maaf contohnya, dia tidak akan minta orang tersebut untuk membalas perbuatannya dengan sesuatu.

Like what my bestie said, pain changes people. And it really does.  Kadang kala, rasa sakit itu perlu supaya kita dapat menjadi lebih kuat dan tabah pada masa hadapan.  Setiap luka yang ada umpama satu sinar harapan yang baru dan satu semangat yang utuh. Kian kesakitkan itu bertambah, kian kekuatan menggunung. Jika kita fikir tiada siapa yang akan menjaga hati kita setelah perginya seseorang itu daripada hidup kita, ingatlah bahawa Allah sentiasa menjaga hati kita. Malaikat juga sentiasa ada di samping kita.

 Nasihat aku tak payah la nak membalas perbuatan buruk seseorang itu dengan apa cara sekali pun. Isi lah kekosongan itu dengan sesuatu yang mampu merawat hati seperti berzikir kepada Allah, membaca buku, tengok TV atau paling tidak, WhatsApp je lah dengan kawan kawan tu !

Tiada gunanya memikirkan tentang orang orang yang langsung tidak memikirkan soal hati dan perasaan kita. Kononnya cinta, padahal dusta.

La Tahzan wahai saudara saudari Islam ku. Assalamualaikum

Love,

Fiffy

Page 1 of 365

Assalamualaikum and hi.

Well, as you all know, 2013 has just ended and know it's time for 2014 to roll in. I'm quite disappointed cuz semalam tak sempat nak sambung the post page 365 of 365 part 2. But since I have some free time now, so saya nak tulis je la ape-ape yang patut.

New Year's resolution? Simple. Actually I just have one goal this year. That's is so get an acceptance letter to Taylor's University (scholarship provided) Tapi nak laksanakan impian yang satu tu je pun bukan senang. Of course la kena struggle gila-gila in ALL the exams especially SPM this year. Memang tak boleh main main langsung. Facebook pun nak kena deactivate lepas ni. Twitter? Hmm tengok dulu la. Hehe.

Banyak benda sebenarnya yang nak kena accomplish atau ubah dalam tahun 2014. First of all, sikap malas dan suka tangguh ni. Or mostly known as "procrastination" . Tabiat ni bukan aku je yang ada, mesti ramai juga orang dekat luar sana yang ada kan? HAMPA JANGAN NAK MENIPU AKU LA ! haha

One good news to start off this great year is that aku dapat tempat duduk depan sekali (yes depan depan whiteboard) which happens to be Syabas' favourite seat. Tapi memang aku tak kasi chance. Aku tahu aku nak berubah dan aku nak fokus 110% kalau boleh, InsyaAllah. 

Co-curriculum involvements? I'm just gonna stick with my parents' punya nasihat iaitu join English Debate team je tahun ni. Sadly aku kena retire from public speaking. HUHU *nangis* Tbh, public speaking memang best. Kalau ada adik adik yang nak try Public speaking tu, dipersilakan la. Memang tengah cari pelapis pun. Tak perlu jadi orang yang "terer" English sangat pun. Grammar aku sendiri pun lintang pukang ! All you need is practice and confidence. InsyaAllah boleh punya. btw, kalau ada sesisapa yang nak minta tunjuk ajar atau tips in Public Speaking ni, boleh la tanya kakak ni ye?  Hahaha. Pengalaman : 3 years in Public Speaking and district champion for Public Speaking 3 years in a row (hehe. Bangga jap)

Other activities? Hmm aku ingat nak "berjinak" dalam badminton tahun ni. Well not THAT active la tapi parents' aku cakap aku ada potential in badminton. (Boleh caye ke ni?) Tapi apa pun, cuba nasib dulu la dan tengok macam mana. Tak salah mencuba ye dik !

Ish banyak panjang pulak aku karang ni. Takpe la. I think I better stop here. Sebenarnya ada banyak juga benda nak kena buat ni. btw..

ESOK SEKOLAH !!! (Jangan panik bro...)

Love,

Fiffy

Page 365 of 365 (part 1)

Hey yaw!
I'm just gonna be honest and say that I'm gonna post a few entries for this day. Why? Cuz it's the end of 2013 baby !

So how's your 2013 so far? Mine pretty sucks. Tapi boleh katakan yang tahun 2013 ni thought me a lot about life. From budak PMR naik ke budak Form 4 memang berbeza. Bukan je sebab subjek kat sekolah dah bertambah tapi dalam banyak benda dah berubah. People just stopped treating you a like kid and they make you be responsible for what you did. Masa form 3 dulu boleh la cakap "Eh, bukan aku yang buat" But being a 16 year old girl, I've learnt that we have to take responsibility of what we did. I need to stay positive and face every challenge maturely. (Trust me, there's gonna be a whole lot of challenges when you're 16) I've learnt that it's ok if I fail but the main thing is to never give up. Cuz once you give up, orang lain akan pijak kepala kau. BELIEVE ME.

ok that's it for this mini post.
To be continued, some time, this day.

Love,
Fiffy :)

4 countries in 10 days baby !

Hey guys. It's been quite a long time since my last post. Was I busy? Heck yeah ! With all the final exams and stuff.

Let's just go straight to the point alright. Holidays were AWESOME this year! Some asked did I go to Paris and some says Netherlands and others say Belgium. Well I say... I went to all mentioned! Plus Germany..

I can't really "elaborate" on all of the places I've been to but perhaps I could spill some details. Well firstly my family and I went to visit Cologne (KOLN) in Germany. It was just a short trip but I think it's quite a peaceful area. Nope, we did not have a nap or sleep after the 13 hours flight. Penat tu penat jugak la tapi seronok punya pasal, tak ingat penat dah. LOL. My sisters and I were extremely thrilled sebab bila keluar airport je, rasa macam masuk dalam freezer. Sejuk ya amat! Jackets and coats? Of course la bro, it's like 5 degrees over there ! (Mine ada bulu bulu.. hehe)

Lepas shopping sikit sikit, kitorang straight pegi Amsterdam. I'm not exaggerating but Amsterdam is AWESOME !! Memang best gila sebab town dia macam peaceful je. Almost everyone uses bikes and bicycles as their transport. Kereta tu ada jugak la. Tapi diorang bawak basikal laju macam bawak motor. NO kidding. Shopping kat sana memang best. But I warn you if any of you're going there, kena pantau budak-budak sikit cuz there are quite a bunch of shops yang "inappropriate" for kids, ya know what I mean?

Stayed in Ramada Hotel, Amsterdam for 2 nights. Next stop, Belgium! Umm what can I say about Belgium eh? It was quite fascinating to see all those historical buildings and not to mention the famous Manneken Pis. (the shirtless boy) Kalau nak tau pasal the history pegi Google sendiri la, tak larat nak cerita. And not to forget, the well-known Belgium waffles ! Homagadd sedap gilos. It's around 4.5 Euros each and that's around RM20 ! Yep. Tapi memang berbaloi la sebab sedap...and you don't get to taste Belgium waffles in Malaysia everyday ! (Kalau bab makan aku memang terlebih excited. LOL)

Next, we went PARIS babyyy! Yeah.. the city of love or bla bla bla. The buildings are inexplicably breath-taking. Musee du Louvre, Arc de Triomphe, Notre Dame etc. Dan yang tak lain & tak bukan.... EIFFEL TOWER ! (tour de eiffel) I was fascinated by the beautiful buildings and all but my mom.... she got herself tied on something else. Her favorite spot = Galeries Lafayette. No no it's not a place where they exhibit art and stuff, it's like a really enormous and luxurious shopping spot. Louis Vuitton, Burberry, Long Champs, Gucci, YOU NAME IT !

And last but not least, a cruise along the city of Paris and the Eiffel Tower. Omagad it was damnnnn cold and I'm pretty sure my nose froze. LOL. It was indeed a very breath taking and beautiful scenery I've ever seen.There are couples hugging and cuddling in the cold and I was like "Errrrr.." Haha. But I enjoyed myself to the fullest :D

I've some problems in uploading the pics so maybe nanti la I upload gambar tu eh?
That's it for now. Bye guys :D

Love,
Fiffy

ALMOST year end

assalamualaikum.

today's date is September 30th 2013 which means we've been through 3/4 of 2013 already. oh god this year sure is tiring. well.. frankly exam's just around the corner and people will start asking their friends whether they have started the revision and studies or not. oh for god's sake.. kalau nak study to study je la if not then just sit down at home quietly! but typical students being students, kalau tengok atau dengar yang kawan sendiri dah mula study baru la nak terhegeh cari buku and everything.

what i am trying to do here is just stabilize my emotions and all.  tak nak ada terjerat in any immature dramas you know. everytime  before i start my revision, i'll always imagine that i'm about to sit for a qualification exam to get into Taylors University or Monash in Australia. i just want it so badly. same goes when my mood suddenly starting to fade or disappear in class. i'll just think that I'm gonna get the hell outta here soon and all i gotta do is just hang in there.

and not to forget, i seriously gotta pay attention to my health. memandangkan cuaca yang tak menentu sekarang ni, apa pun boleh jadi. apparently there are bunch of diseases that i might be caught up with. i also currently having a freakin sore throat and i really hate it. I'm automatically this quiet and shy, short girl in class during this unfavorable period. Oh god i hope i get well soon. Esok dah la ada Sejarah Paper 3. Entah apa pun tak ready lagi and lepas tu pulak my grandma boleh ajak pergi market. Hmm.. Takpe la pasrah je la.

Oh yeah. Hari ni Husna dengan Ika dua dua tak datang so that might be one of the reason why i'm pretty quiet in class today. Memang nak kena dua dua ekor tu. but then, it may seems  like Karma because last week i'm the one who was absent and left the both of them in school. I went to KL, enjoying myself for the last minute before exam starts. Haha. I guess it's their planned agenda eh?

anyways, i gotta get ready now because i have to accompany my grandma to the market now..YEAH NO KIDDING. the only reason i'm a little annoyed is because i should be having my beauty sleep now. But i don't wanna be an ungrateful grand-daughter.

Love,
Fiffy

Jangan abaikan dia

Assalamualaikum

Soalan aku kali ni. Wajar ke kalau sesorang tu tinggalkan kawan sendiri demi nak bersama dengan orang yang dia nak? Dan orang tu belum tentu dapat terima dia saat dia susah? Bagi aku pekara ni sangat tak masuk akal. Walaubagaimanapun, tak dinafikan memang ada orang yang macam ni.

Sebab? Aku sendiri pun sukar nak tahu. Adakah sebab kawannya tu berkelakuan buruk terhadap dia? Suka mengkhianat? Tidak. Aku tak rasa macam tu sama sekali. Pendapat jujur aku, orang yang tinggalkan kawannya sendiri tu adalah orang yang tiada pemikiran yang rasional. Bak kata orang, kawan biar beribu, berkasih biar satu. Tapi, dalam hal ni, lain pula yang jadi. Kasihnya masih satu, tapi kawan kawan yang lain dibiarkan.

Kalau ada yang tergolong dalam golongan ni, sila imbas kembali apa yang dah kawan kau buat selama ni. Dia banyak membantu kau tak? Dia terima kau masa susah kau tak? Dia pernah merendahkan kau depan orang lain tak? Kalau jawapan kau YA, tapi kau masih tak ubah perangai kau tu sikit, maka aku gelarkan kau sebagai insan yang tergolong dalam kalangan orang-orang yang rugi.

Orang yang kononnya kau panggil kekasih tu, kau pastu ke dia boleh terima awak masa awak susah? Kau yakin ke dia boleh sentiasa bersama kau macam kawan baik kau tu? Boleh ke kau luah perasaan dekat dia apabila kau tengah sedih? Cuba letakkan diri kau di tempat kawan yang kau telah tinggalkan. Apa agaknya perasaan kau apabila kawan baik kau tinggalkan kau disebabkan orang yang digelar "buah hati'? Boleh kau maafkan kawan kau tu apabila dia datang merangkak balik kepada kau kelak? Memang sukar nak jawab soalan ni tapi kalau kau seorang yang berhati perut dan berperikemanusiaan, kau pasti dapat jawab tanpa ragu-ragu.

"Do not leave a person you need for a person you want"

Love,
Fiffy

Apakah yang dinamakan kebahagian dalam hubungan?

Assalamualaikum sang suria.

Apakah yang dimaksudkan dengan kebahagian dalam sesuatu hubungan? Adakah apabila kedua pihak saling memuji kelebihan masing-masing? Atau mungkin apabila kedua mereka dapat membuktikan bahawa mereka tidak bersalah apabila tercetusnya konflik dan berdiri gagah dengan ego masing masing ?

Bagi aku kebahagiaan dalam sesuatu hubungan itu lahir apabila dua pihak saling memahami antara satu sama lain. Tidak kiralah hubungan dengan rakan-rakan atau sesiapa pun. Yang penting biarlah amalan bertoleransi dan memahami itu disemai di dalam diri. Sesungguhnya sebagai manusia kita adalah makhluk yang lemah. Apakah erti sesebuah hubungan jikalau sesebuah pihak hanya mampu memperlihatkan segala kelemahan orang lain semata mata bagi mengaburkan kelemahan diri sendiri ? Adakah berguna jika sesebuah pihak itu berusaha mendapatkan para pengikut sedangkan apa yang dilakukan olehnya ternyata salah dan tidak adil sama sekali ?

Patutkah seseorang itu mendukung dan menyokong sekiranya rakan/pasangan nya membuat sesuatu perkara yang salah? Seperti yang aku katakan memang persefahaman penting dalam sesebuah hubungan. Namun, aku tahu bahawa aku sama sekali tidak patut menyokong jika sesorang itu berbuat perkara-perkara yang layak untuk dihukum sama ada orang itu orang yang paling dekat denganku mahupun musuh ketatku sendiri.

Oleh itu, aku berusaha untuk memujuk hati ini dan berdoa kepada Allah agar Dia dapat menunjukkan kepadaku apa yang sepatutnya aku lakukan. Pada mulanya, aku memilih untuk berdiam diri dan beranggapan bahawa ia perkara yang kecil. Namun, aku tahu bahawa jalan tersebut bukanlah jalan yang terbaik. Aku sedar yang aku sendiri bukan insan yang sempurna. Aku ada banyak kelemahan dan aku tidak layak untuk Jannatul Firdaus milik Allah. Tetapi, aku ingin berusaha untuk membantu orang-orang disekeliling aku. Membantu mereka supaya dapat faham bahawa erti sesebuah hubungan yang baik bermula apabila dua pihak saling memahami namun, perkara yang buruk tidak harus disokong sebaliknya perlulah diubah.

Love,

Fiffy

Esok Raya !

Adehh.... Panasnya hari ni. Sepatutnya nak habis puasa ni la yang budak-budak excited kan? Tapi memang letih gila hari ni. Actually I'm updating my blog from Terengganu ni. Baru je sampai semalam. Bertolak pukul 4 pagi. Pergh memang penat sangat la !

So... it's official yang hari ni last puasa. Ayah aku pulak sibuk cakap tak payah nak beli makanan banyak sangat sebab esok dah tak payah sahur dah la apa la.. Tapi bagi aku, nak hari last ni la yang nak menikmati Ramadhan sepuas-puasnya..kan? Dah la bulan puasa setahun sekali je. Sesetengah makanan pun ada setahun sekali je. haha. So tak kira..kalau aku nak aku akan dapatkan jugak.

Tapi boring la sekarang ni. Memang la ada Internet and everything tapi still... tak tau kenapa still boring sangat derh. Maybe kalau ada lesen best sikit la kot boleh ronda-ronda. Hehe. Aku nak join cousin cousin aku main pun dah "melebihi had umur" Adik-adik aku kira untung jugak la. Takpe.. Aku dengan dunia aku sendiri. Macam biasa la. Kat rumah pun sama..Kat sekolah pun sama. 

So esok raya... tapi aku still tak "dapat" apa yang best sangat....(kot) entah la. Mood raya tu tak berapa nak datang lagi kot. Nak kata kawan, kawan pun takdak. Hanya aku dengan gajet-gajetku dengan my volleyball. (Alahai pasrahnya bunyi) Haha

Ok la. Dah penat sangat ni. Ingat nak melepak je la sampai pukul 5 kejap lagi baru pergi Bazaar Ramadhan ke apa. Oh ye, lupa nak cakap yang bazaar Ramadhan dekat Terengganu lagi BANYAK variety daripada yang dekat Penang. SERIOUSLY ! Nasi segala macam ada.. Coconut shake pun ada. hehe. Tapi yang tak boleh tahannya harga memang MAHAL GILA. Kalah juadah berbuka kat KL aku rasa. 

OK then. GTG. bye. Assalamualaikum

I'm So Sorry

I'm so glad you made time to see me.
How's life? Tell me how's your family?
I haven't seen them in a while.
You've been good, busier than ever,
We small talk, work and the weather,
Your guard is up and I know why.
Because the last time you saw me
Is still burned in the back of your mind.
You gave me roses and I left them there to die.

So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying, "I'm sorry for that night,"
And I go back to December all the time.
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you.
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine.
I'd go back to December, turn around and make it all right.
I go back to December all the time.

These days I haven't been sleeping,
Staying up, playing back myself leavin'.
When your birthday passed and I didn't call.
And I think about summer, all the beautiful times,
I watched you laughing from the passenger side.
Realized that I loved you in the fall.

And then the cold came, the dark days when fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love and all I gave you was "Goodbye".

So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you saying, "I'm sorry for that night."
And I go back to December all the time.
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you,
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine.
I'd go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time.

I miss your tanned skin, your sweet smile,
So good to me, so right
And how you held me in your arms that September night –
The first time you ever saw me cry.

Maybe this is wishful thinking,
Probably mindless dreaming,
But if we loved again, I swear I'd love you right.

I'd go back in time and change it but I can't.
So if the chain is on your door I understand.

But this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you saying, "I'm sorry for that night."
And I go back to December...
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you,
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine.
I'd go back to December, turn around and make it all right.
I'd go back to December, turn around and change my own mind

I go back to December all the time.
All the time.

Counting days to Syawal

Assalamualaikum wbt. and hey peepsters!

Okay the intro might sound cheerful and all but honestly I'm not THAT happy. I'm actually having a fever, sore throat and even migraine two days ago. I didn't go to school since Monday (Today's Wednesday) and I'm starting to miss my friends.

Anyway, tinggal beberapa hari je lagi kita nak masuk bulan Syawal and you sure know what that means right? If a few years back jalan-jalan kampung dibanjiri dengan sorakan raya, mercun dan budak-budak, nowadays, timeline Twitter dan Facebook la yang akan dibanjiri dengan kad raya virtual, mercun virtual dan para remaja yang malas nak keluar rumah. Lepas raya pulak, penuh sesak la Facebook dengan gambar-gambar raya. Macam-macam posing, macam-macam warna baju raya semua ada... (serabut jugak aku tengok kengkadang)

Tahun ni maybe I'll be celebrating raya at my father's hometown in Terengganu. Oiseh.. dengar Terengganu je dah terbayang segala jalan raya yang memeningkan kepala dan perjalanan yang lama gila (boleh mencecah 9 jam) Tapi bila dah sampai tu lega la. Yang best nya, lepas raya kitorang akan selalu lepak dekat pantai. Makan keropok lekor la, coconut shake la, ais jagung special la.. Adeh terliur pulak rasa bulan-bulan puasa ni. Pastu kalau malam-malam pun kitorang suka lepak. I like to go out with my dad tapi selalunya youngsters sebaya aku akan lepak sekali dekat tempat-tempat macam Mc Donald's ke apa. Best jugak kalau keluar dengan my cousins yang gila-gila tu. Haha. Tapi yang menyedihkan aku la yang paling muda antara diorang.. Huu..

Tapi  yang akan menserabutkan kepala otak, tahun ni balik raya 14 HARI!!! Walao eh. Apa la aku nak buat sampai lama gila macam tu. Mesti nak ending-ending tu boring sikit. I hope ada wifi or any Internet connection so bolehla ber-Facebook/Twitter/Skype dengan kengkawan.

OK la. Demam ni pun tak berapa nak baik lagi. Sakit tekak ni pulak menjadi-jadi. Update blog ni pun sebab dah boring sangat kat rumah sengsorang. BTW, teringin jugak nak tahu baju raya orang lain warna apa. So kalau sudi, share lah dengan aku. Comment below ;)

Ramadhan Love,
Fiffy

Diari Ramadhan Fiffy

Title tu kenal tak macam title apa? Haha. Bagi bebudak sekarang maybe diorang tak tau tu title apa tapi it's actually tajuk satu cerita series ni "Diari Ramadhan Rafique" It's a story about a "mat-salleh" boy who had to live with his Malay mother in Malaysia throughout the month of Ramadhan until Raya. Haha. Memang boleh tahan best la cerita dia sebab dapat tengok anak mat-salleh try cakap Melayu, tahan puasa and all.

Oh ye... And speaking of "anak mat-salleh" recently dekat some schools nearby ada dapat foreign exchange students. They're from Germany and France. Kebetulan pulak sekolah yang dapat exchange students tu sekolah mak Husna mengajar. My BFF tu cakap diorang pandai "seludup warga asing" LOL! Haha. Tapi untunglah sekolah tu dapat and there's also another school...kot. Entahlah maklumat kurang sahih. BTW there's one of my senior yang tanya, kenapa sekolah kita tak dapat exchange students hah? XD Hahahaha. I was laughing jugak la sebab memang obvious sangat sekolah kitorang TAKKAN DAPAT golden opportunities macam tu.. Haha (Dear Jia Xuan, unfortunately our school didn't even try to join the program. What can we do?) Haha. Hanya gurauan semata-mata nah..

Yang bestnya, one of my friends ada cakap yang one of the students dapat "host family" MELAYU! Lepas tu.. dia terpaksa puasa! XD hahahaha. Kesian la mamat/minah tu. Takpe la. Semoga Allah turunkan hidayah dekat beliau :) Aku dekat sini hanya mampu bagi kata-kata semangat je la dekat insan tersebut... melalui hati! (tak pernah jumpa diorang pun. Nak bersembang apatah lagi)

Kalau tidak mak Husna ditawarkan peluang untuk ambik anak angkat sorang. Tapi dengan syarat seorang anak dia kena pegi overseas la. "Anak" yang dimaksudkan tak lain dan tak bukan HUSNA lah! LOL. Husna cakap kalau dia accet dia kena pergi Scotland setahun. Tapi entah kenapa dia tak nak pulak. Bajet baik pulak si Husna ni.. PEGI JE LAH!!! XD haha. Takpe la Husna oi...ko teman la aku dekat Malaysia ni. Ika dah la ada kat UK.

Oh yep.. And one more great news for me is.. My other BFF Ika is coming home to Malaysia in a month!! ONE MONTH... Yeay!! Lepas ni nak kena hasut Ika untuk masuk kelas Bestari sama dengan aku...memandangkan Paiz hanya melayan AMOI-nya -.- BTW, kesian dekat Ika sebab kena puasa lama gila dekat sana. 18 jam, katanya.. (entah boleh percaya ke dak ni) Haha. Takpe la.. Balik Malaysia nanti jangan lupa beli apa-apa dekat aku nah? Husna sekali.. Haha. (Dah janji nak belanja diorang 2 ekor ni masa Ika balik nanti ) :)

Ok la. I gotta get ready now cuz lepas ni nak gerak pegi Penang. Gurney rasanya. Malam ni bukak puasa dekat Hotel! Sahur sekali.. YEAY! Kalau tergerak qalbu ni, aku update lah pasal iftar tu nanti. OK bye

Love,
Fiffy

The awful accident.

Assalamualaikum and Hi. Post kali ni nak cakap bahasa kebangsaan Malaysia pulak iaitu Bahasa Melayu. LOL haha

Mata aku agak bengkak. Tapi jangan salah faham. Bukannya nangis ke apa, it's actually cuz aku stay up study Physics sikit last  night. Maklumlah dah ada Ujian Penilaian 2 minggu depan. Actually, tu bukan sebab aku update blog. Sebenarnya one of my friend recently terlibat dengan accident. So sebab tu la kawan-kawan aku yang baik lagi "caring" ni tuduh aku menangis sebab hal tu. Haha. Honestly saying I was sad lah. I mean seriously.. accident dengan lori ! Mana tak ngeri kan? Dania, one of my bestie, siap nangis lagi...

Actually the person who was involved dengan accident ni ada kaitan dengan my last blog. Alright... If you guys nak gelarkan dia crush aku ke apa, aku tak kisah la. The important thing is I know how I feel. Sengaja tak nak cerita macam mana boleh accident and everything. (Kalau nak tau tanyalah. haha) Tapi yang kesiannya, his head was quite swollen. Siap kena scan and everything. Minor scratches on his leg and face. Memang lepas accident ambulance terpaksa bawak dia pergi hospital terus. He was involved in a few accidents before so his mom cakap kalau dia involve dengan accident lagi lepas ni, MASUK HOSPITAL KERAJAAN! And so nasib dia tak berapa baik sebab terpaksa admit dekat government hospital. Haha. Sabar ye!

So hari ni lepas sekolah, kitorang (me, Dania, Prishanth & Umi) pergi la ziarah dia dekat hospital. Kesian sangat tengok dia...HONEST! Kitorang pun sembang sembang je la and try to buat lawak sikit so that it might cheer him up :) Moments after that mak dengan kakak dia datang. To be honest, aku takut sikit dengan kakak dia, since darjah 6 lagi. Jangan tanya la kenapa. Haha. Tapi Dania memang nampak "kamceng" la dengan beliau. So mak dia pun cerita la apa yang jadi.

So dalam 2.30 macam tu (rasanya), kitorang pun balik dengan kakak Umi. Itu je la yang jadi. Not much.


Tapi honestly, kitorang semua, as friends, missed him a lot. And kepada "yang berkenaan", tolong la pakai helmet kalau nak bawak motor tu. Tapi lagi important, pergi la ambik lesen dulu sebelum nak naik motor tu. Kan lebih "AFDAL" haha.

OK la. Assalamualaikum.

Love,
Fiffy

Rutin Harian yang BOSAN kuasa 24

Assalamualaikum, Hi, Anyeong and any other words yang sewaktu dengannya..

First of all, saya nak cakap yang saya terharu sikit sebab number of pageviews "agak melonjak" few days ago. Right after I publish the post titles "Dear You: What's your name" Haha. Still tak tahu kenape "agak" banyak pageviews tapi tak pe la. Ape-ape pun thanks la sebab sudi baca pasal rutin saye ni. Haha

Actually I'm eating Magnum Choc Brownies now.. I might just get drunk sebab aiskrim ni. Seriously! Sebab sedap giler!!!! Wait... what was I gonna talk about. Oh yeah. So as semua orang tahu, Malaysians students all over Malaysia dapat 2 minggu cuti. And most of us memang tak tahu nak buat ape cuti ni betul tak? Same la. Amboi sebelum cuti bukan main lagi plan nak buat itu nak buat ini tapi result same jugak. And this is not the first time..

Selain dari petang-petang pukul 6 keluar main basikal, dah tak tahu nak buat ape dah. Nak masak? Hmm tak berape reti. Tengah hari kalau dah takde nak buat ape akan tengok Drama Korea je la. (don't judge, people) Few months ago, orang ade la buat VLIG. Mesti semua tahu kan ape tu Vlog? Yeps. It's video blogging. Tapi bukan senang nak buat Vlog. Tapi, the idea of making VIDEOS tu sempoi jugak. Best pun best. But then the same problem comes again... Takde idea nak buat pasal ape.

Orang selalu tengok Mat Lutfi and Anwar Hadi punye videos. Memang undeniable la diorang ni awesome. So as Maria Elena and few more. But they're like geniuses behind all this Vlogging and everything, yknow?

Cuti ade la tinggal seminggu lagi and I hope boleh la spend this last week dengan benda-benda yang I actualy enjoy... Before all of us kena walk back straight to HELL. (yknow what I mean)

So if anyone ade idea nak buat video ke ape, don't be shy to leave a comment below :)

Dear You, What's Your Name?

It was a fine and quite evening. As I looked up, the sky was a swirl of fruity colors that contrasts with the evening sky. Not having any plans ahead, I took out my bike and check whether the tire air-pressure and all was ok. Something told me that I should go cycling by my own that evening. I always do, especially during the holidays. Having my earphones in both of my ears, I cycled all the way around the neighborhood, ignoring any other noises than my phone's MP3.

After about 15 minutes of cycling, I felt like it would be great if I have someone to cycle with so that at least I'd have someone to talk to. I texted my friend who also happen to be my neighbor but unfortunately he couldn't make it because he'll be going for his Add Math tuition. I totally forgot about that. But then I replied him saying it's okay, perhaps another time.

So, I continued cycling... Until suddenly I met someone. Well, I didn't actually meet and greet or even say Hi because I barely know him. To my acknowledge, he knows my mom and she knows him too. One of my mom's patient, to be clear. I don't deny that I've seen him couple of times... or perhaps more than couple of times. But even so, I do not know his name. But putting some pieces of puzzle together, I knew that he lives in the same neighborhood as mine. That evening when I saw him, he was on his motorbike, looking much like a person who have nowhere to go. Most of the residents like to just wander around with their bike, motorbikes or whatever they own.

As for this person whom his name I do not know, he often cycle around with his plain shirt, shorts and an even more plain facial expression. He's not the kind of guy that tends to whistle whenever a girl passes by nor a person who likes sitting around in a bunch, doing nothing. Something tells me that he's a person that his family relies on. As I don't know his name, I didn't do anything except for smiling back whenever he smiles at me.

But that's the thing.... his smiles. It looks so warm and sincere. I'd smile back whenever he does it and when I passed him by a few meters, I'd laugh to myself and say "Why on Earth did I do that?" I can tell that he's a few years older than me. He even drives a car. But every time he appears in my sight, cycling his white mountain bike, he always look so cool. As if nothing else matters.

So, today I feel like going out to cycle again. And I wonder what God has destined for me.. :)

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2 days ahead!!

Omg! Omg! Omg!!

Oh dear God, I couldn't express how anxious I am right now. Why? Because the Public Speaking State Level is just 2 days ahead! That's freakin' 48 more hours to go! Perhaps to most (perhaps all) of the people on my school don't give a damn about it, but to me, it's a big deal! As any other contestant, of course my aim is to win this thing and be qualified for the Nationals! Just having a certificate as participant for Nationals is good enough for me, cuz it's my ultimate dream to study overseas and this might just help me.

Alright, let's just make a short checklist.

-Clothes (X) CHECK
-Voice (X) CHECK
-Health (X) CHECK
-Prepared speech (x) SORT OF CHECK
-Impromptu preparation...

OMG! This is the scariest part of all. THE BLOODY IMPROMPTU SPEECH!! Last year, the topic given was Music. As any other contestants would do, I talked about the songs I like, the type of music I listen to and I guess the advantages & disadvantages of it. (That's what I remember though) But there's this one contestant which is the 1st, who talked about something slightly different from all of us. He talked about THE MUSIC OF THE SOUL. (That's what my teacher told me) I admit that he's a great public speaker and I wanna be like him. (or perhaps add up with my own skills and style. haha) Yesterday, he was on the news and apparently he flew to London yesterday to represent Malaysia for the ESU Public Speaking Competition. The only thing I can say is "Make us Malaysians proud!" :D

But on the other hand, I'm also "quite" glad because he won;t be joining the competition that I'll be going for. Cuz if he does, he'll guarantee to get the first place again.. like he did for the past 2 years! Did I also mention that he's the National champion last year?

Well, I guess that's it for now. I better get going and practice a lot more. Actually, I'm posting this to prepare for my impromptu. I'm even timing this. Haha! Weird aight? If my mom knows this, she'll definitely make me swallow the prepared speech papers!

Btw, HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY, MAMA! Your favourite daughter will always love you (aiseh) : D

Love,
Fiffy

I can't take it

Please, please help me.. I can' take it.

All I feel like doing now is just cry, cry and cry my heart out. I just can' take this much pressure, apparently. Mid-year exam's just around the corner..and at the same time, the Public Speaking competition is also very near. The thing is, I'm not fully prepared for both of it. If I have an option, of course I would choose to sit for my exam. I hate to do an exam paper all by my own, while all of my friends are already enjoying themselves. As any other typical girl and student, I just really hate it!

I don't know but I'm thinking to back out from the competition because I just don't want to humiliate myself in front of the audience with my unprepared condition. And I think I have a better chance to revise and study too if I do such thing. But the only problem now, is my mom gonna let me do so? I sort off doubt that though... She's the one who has been encouraging me all the time about this competition. She keeps saying that it's okay for me to enter this year cuz I'm just in Form 4 and I don't have to sit for SPM yet. But then, I've failed to score good marks in the first exam this year and I don't wanna repeat such thing again. Right after I got my horrible results for UP1, I promised to myself that I'm going to do better for this upcoming exam. I'm gonna try very hard to be in top 3 and I don't wanna disappoint my dad again like I did before... So, should I back down from the competition or not? I'm just beyond confused right now. Help me! I need some advice... 

If I should continue with the competition.. WHY? 

The one suffering,

Fiffy

Bencinya sakit

Hi guys. To be honest, I didn't go to school today. Dari semalam sakit... Demam la, selsema teruk gila, and also sakit tekak. Walaoweyh, bencinya! Kebetulan pulak, today Dania tak pergi sekolah. Haha..Tapi agak best la sebab terlepas from Physics and homework English..Actually tadi baru je lepas bace blog Shahril tadi. Loving the template, or layout or whatever you call it! :)

Writing in my blog, and the time is currently 1.10 am, dated April 25th 2013. I don't actually know why I posted this but I just feel like writing something in my poor blog. Haha. Actually I don't have to tell my friends that I was sick because I know they wouldn't care pun sebenarnya :) Tapi tak pe la.. They're still my friends though. The best of the best ^_^

But somehow, I just wish there would be someone who is willing to know about me and care about my life. Whatever that's going on in my life, I mean. Like how am I doing, asking about my problems, talking about what I'm interested in, always supporting me and etc. But I guess someone like that is really hard to find huh?  But I just WISH there's someone like that. There is one actually.. I mean.. there WAS! Perhaps he's now busy with his.... ahh, I'd rather not talk about that. As a friend, I'm happy for him, anyway :)

Things happen, and you are just never able to change them...

Alright then, I feel like sleeping now. Sorry if I wasted couple minutes of your time to make you read this. Gomenasai! :)

Love,
Fiffy

50 minutes of HYSTERIA

Today? And I only got 50 minutes to prepare?

Wow! The lines above almost lead me to an awful breakdown. It was indeed an unforgettable experience ever! Did I ever mention that my public speaking will be on the 11th of April 2013? Well... I "thought" it was on that very date. BUT, UNFORTUNATELY.. It was on April 2nd (yesterday) and STARTED at 11 am!

The first word that came to my mind is WTF! Yes. I'm just lucky I didn't mention it out loud. So somehow, my teacher had mistakenly read the "invitation" letter that she got few weeks ago. The first thing I was eating gleefully under a shade, and the next thing I know is that my public speaking competition was on that very day and it had already started! When my mom got to know this, she was like Astaghfirullahalazim.. She was indeed speechless and panicked more than I do.

With my pale white face, I immediately rushed to my class and grabbed my stuff to go to the competition. How lucky was I to have brought my last year's speech to school on that very day! Thanks god. So, I decided to talk about the same thing I did last year with a bit of "alteration"! But although I didn't breakdown whatsoever, I realized I need moral support from a friend. And that's when my bestie Dania came to the rescue. She accompanied me to the competition and was constantly asking me to relax and calm down.

"And so the winner is... Nurfiyanti Afrina !"

Oh god! I seriously couldn't believe it at first. Nasib baik la. Kalau tak.... <decided not to spill> Hehehe. Alhamdulillah, all praises to Allah. But ya know what? The prize gets smaller each. The first one I got in form 2 was the biggest. Unexplainable! haha. Tak kisah la.. So I would like to thank few of these people for helping me out in such tragic moments.

-Miss Ooi (The teacher who trained me, although for just awhile)
-Miss Yeoh (The teacher who drove me there and gave some support)
-Dania! (My BESTIE who gave me most support! =D)
-And perhaps a few others, but I just  can't remember lah

I guess I have to practice harder now because the States are just around the corner. So long guys! Take Care!

Love,
Fiffy

Ni je.. Nothing much :)