Assalamualaikum, Hi, Anyeong and any other words yang sewaktu dengannya..
First of all, saya nak cakap yang saya terharu sikit sebab number of pageviews "agak melonjak" few days ago. Right after I publish the post titles "Dear You: What's your name" Haha. Still tak tahu kenape "agak" banyak pageviews tapi tak pe la. Ape-ape pun thanks la sebab sudi baca pasal rutin saye ni. Haha
Actually I'm eating Magnum Choc Brownies now.. I might just get drunk sebab aiskrim ni. Seriously! Sebab sedap giler!!!! Wait... what was I gonna talk about. Oh yeah. So as semua orang tahu, Malaysians students all over Malaysia dapat 2 minggu cuti. And most of us memang tak tahu nak buat ape cuti ni betul tak? Same la. Amboi sebelum cuti bukan main lagi plan nak buat itu nak buat ini tapi result same jugak. And this is not the first time..
Selain dari petang-petang pukul 6 keluar main basikal, dah tak tahu nak buat ape dah. Nak masak? Hmm tak berape reti. Tengah hari kalau dah takde nak buat ape akan tengok Drama Korea je la. (don't judge, people) Few months ago, orang ade la buat VLIG. Mesti semua tahu kan ape tu Vlog? Yeps. It's video blogging. Tapi bukan senang nak buat Vlog. Tapi, the idea of making VIDEOS tu sempoi jugak. Best pun best. But then the same problem comes again... Takde idea nak buat pasal ape.
Orang selalu tengok Mat Lutfi and Anwar Hadi punye videos. Memang undeniable la diorang ni awesome. So as Maria Elena and few more. But they're like geniuses behind all this Vlogging and everything, yknow?
Cuti ade la tinggal seminggu lagi and I hope boleh la spend this last week dengan benda-benda yang I actualy enjoy... Before all of us kena walk back straight to HELL. (yknow what I mean)
So if anyone ade idea nak buat video ke ape, don't be shy to leave a comment below :)
Sunday, June 2, 2013
Thursday, May 30, 2013
Dear You, What's Your Name?
It was a fine and quite evening. As I looked up, the sky was a swirl of fruity colors that contrasts with the evening sky. Not having any plans ahead, I took out my bike and check whether the tire air-pressure and all was ok. Something told me that I should go cycling by my own that evening. I always do, especially during the holidays. Having my earphones in both of my ears, I cycled all the way around the neighborhood, ignoring any other noises than my phone's MP3.
After about 15 minutes of cycling, I felt like it would be great if I have someone to cycle with so that at least I'd have someone to talk to. I texted my friend who also happen to be my neighbor but unfortunately he couldn't make it because he'll be going for his Add Math tuition. I totally forgot about that. But then I replied him saying it's okay, perhaps another time.
So, I continued cycling... Until suddenly I met someone. Well, I didn't actually meet and greet or even say Hi because I barely know him. To my acknowledge, he knows my mom and she knows him too. One of my mom's patient, to be clear. I don't deny that I've seen him couple of times... or perhaps more than couple of times. But even so, I do not know his name. But putting some pieces of puzzle together, I knew that he lives in the same neighborhood as mine. That evening when I saw him, he was on his motorbike, looking much like a person who have nowhere to go. Most of the residents like to just wander around with their bike, motorbikes or whatever they own.
As for this person whom his name I do not know, he often cycle around with his plain shirt, shorts and an even more plain facial expression. He's not the kind of guy that tends to whistle whenever a girl passes by nor a person who likes sitting around in a bunch, doing nothing. Something tells me that he's a person that his family relies on. As I don't know his name, I didn't do anything except for smiling back whenever he smiles at me.
But that's the thing.... his smiles. It looks so warm and sincere. I'd smile back whenever he does it and when I passed him by a few meters, I'd laugh to myself and say "Why on Earth did I do that?" I can tell that he's a few years older than me. He even drives a car. But every time he appears in my sight, cycling his white mountain bike, he always look so cool. As if nothing else matters.
So, today I feel like going out to cycle again. And I wonder what God has destined for me.. :)
After about 15 minutes of cycling, I felt like it would be great if I have someone to cycle with so that at least I'd have someone to talk to. I texted my friend who also happen to be my neighbor but unfortunately he couldn't make it because he'll be going for his Add Math tuition. I totally forgot about that. But then I replied him saying it's okay, perhaps another time.
So, I continued cycling... Until suddenly I met someone. Well, I didn't actually meet and greet or even say Hi because I barely know him. To my acknowledge, he knows my mom and she knows him too. One of my mom's patient, to be clear. I don't deny that I've seen him couple of times... or perhaps more than couple of times. But even so, I do not know his name. But putting some pieces of puzzle together, I knew that he lives in the same neighborhood as mine. That evening when I saw him, he was on his motorbike, looking much like a person who have nowhere to go. Most of the residents like to just wander around with their bike, motorbikes or whatever they own.
As for this person whom his name I do not know, he often cycle around with his plain shirt, shorts and an even more plain facial expression. He's not the kind of guy that tends to whistle whenever a girl passes by nor a person who likes sitting around in a bunch, doing nothing. Something tells me that he's a person that his family relies on. As I don't know his name, I didn't do anything except for smiling back whenever he smiles at me.
But that's the thing.... his smiles. It looks so warm and sincere. I'd smile back whenever he does it and when I passed him by a few meters, I'd laugh to myself and say "Why on Earth did I do that?" I can tell that he's a few years older than me. He even drives a car. But every time he appears in my sight, cycling his white mountain bike, he always look so cool. As if nothing else matters.
So, today I feel like going out to cycle again. And I wonder what God has destined for me.. :)
Wednesday, May 29, 2013
Assalamualaikum and hey. So here's some more stuff I'd like to let go cuz apparently my wardrobe is bout to explode haha. :)
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| US Flag print purse RM15 |
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| Dearly Departed by Lia Habel RM25 |
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| Pashmina shawl RM10 |
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| Pashmina shawl RM 10 |
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Monday, May 13, 2013
2 days ahead!!
Omg! Omg! Omg!!
Oh dear God, I couldn't express how anxious I am right now. Why? Because the Public Speaking State Level is just 2 days ahead! That's freakin' 48 more hours to go! Perhaps to most (perhaps all) of the people on my school don't give a damn about it, but to me, it's a big deal! As any other contestant, of course my aim is to win this thing and be qualified for the Nationals! Just having a certificate as participant for Nationals is good enough for me, cuz it's my ultimate dream to study overseas and this might just help me.
Alright, let's just make a short checklist.
-Clothes (X) CHECK
-Voice (X) CHECK
-Health (X) CHECK
-Prepared speech (x) SORT OF CHECK
-Impromptu preparation...
OMG! This is the scariest part of all. THE BLOODY IMPROMPTU SPEECH!! Last year, the topic given was Music. As any other contestants would do, I talked about the songs I like, the type of music I listen to and I guess the advantages & disadvantages of it. (That's what I remember though) But there's this one contestant which is the 1st, who talked about something slightly different from all of us. He talked about THE MUSIC OF THE SOUL. (That's what my teacher told me) I admit that he's a great public speaker and I wanna be like him. (or perhaps add up with my own skills and style. haha) Yesterday, he was on the news and apparently he flew to London yesterday to represent Malaysia for the ESU Public Speaking Competition. The only thing I can say is "Make us Malaysians proud!" :D
But on the other hand, I'm also "quite" glad because he won;t be joining the competition that I'll be going for. Cuz if he does, he'll guarantee to get the first place again.. like he did for the past 2 years! Did I also mention that he's the National champion last year?
Well, I guess that's it for now. I better get going and practice a lot more. Actually, I'm posting this to prepare for my impromptu. I'm even timing this. Haha! Weird aight? If my mom knows this, she'll definitely make me swallow the prepared speech papers!
Btw, HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY, MAMA! Your favourite daughter will always love you (aiseh) : D
Love,
Fiffy
Oh dear God, I couldn't express how anxious I am right now. Why? Because the Public Speaking State Level is just 2 days ahead! That's freakin' 48 more hours to go! Perhaps to most (perhaps all) of the people on my school don't give a damn about it, but to me, it's a big deal! As any other contestant, of course my aim is to win this thing and be qualified for the Nationals! Just having a certificate as participant for Nationals is good enough for me, cuz it's my ultimate dream to study overseas and this might just help me.
Alright, let's just make a short checklist.
-Clothes (X) CHECK
-Voice (X) CHECK
-Health (X) CHECK
-Prepared speech (x) SORT OF CHECK
-Impromptu preparation...
OMG! This is the scariest part of all. THE BLOODY IMPROMPTU SPEECH!! Last year, the topic given was Music. As any other contestants would do, I talked about the songs I like, the type of music I listen to and I guess the advantages & disadvantages of it. (That's what I remember though) But there's this one contestant which is the 1st, who talked about something slightly different from all of us. He talked about THE MUSIC OF THE SOUL. (That's what my teacher told me) I admit that he's a great public speaker and I wanna be like him. (or perhaps add up with my own skills and style. haha) Yesterday, he was on the news and apparently he flew to London yesterday to represent Malaysia for the ESU Public Speaking Competition. The only thing I can say is "Make us Malaysians proud!" :D
But on the other hand, I'm also "quite" glad because he won;t be joining the competition that I'll be going for. Cuz if he does, he'll guarantee to get the first place again.. like he did for the past 2 years! Did I also mention that he's the National champion last year?
Well, I guess that's it for now. I better get going and practice a lot more. Actually, I'm posting this to prepare for my impromptu. I'm even timing this. Haha! Weird aight? If my mom knows this, she'll definitely make me swallow the prepared speech papers!
Btw, HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY, MAMA! Your favourite daughter will always love you (aiseh) : D
Love,
Fiffy
Monday, April 29, 2013
I can't take it
Please, please help me.. I can' take it.
All I feel like doing now is just cry, cry and cry my heart out. I just can' take this much pressure, apparently. Mid-year exam's just around the corner..and at the same time, the Public Speaking competition is also very near. The thing is, I'm not fully prepared for both of it. If I have an option, of course I would choose to sit for my exam. I hate to do an exam paper all by my own, while all of my friends are already enjoying themselves. As any other typical girl and student, I just really hate it!
I don't know but I'm thinking to back out from the competition because I just don't want to humiliate myself in front of the audience with my unprepared condition. And I think I have a better chance to revise and study too if I do such thing. But the only problem now, is my mom gonna let me do so? I sort off doubt that though... She's the one who has been encouraging me all the time about this competition. She keeps saying that it's okay for me to enter this year cuz I'm just in Form 4 and I don't have to sit for SPM yet. But then, I've failed to score good marks in the first exam this year and I don't wanna repeat such thing again. Right after I got my horrible results for UP1, I promised to myself that I'm going to do better for this upcoming exam. I'm gonna try very hard to be in top 3 and I don't wanna disappoint my dad again like I did before... So, should I back down from the competition or not? I'm just beyond confused right now. Help me! I need some advice...
If I should continue with the competition.. WHY?
The one suffering,
Fiffy
Wednesday, April 24, 2013
Bencinya sakit
Hi guys. To be honest, I didn't go to school today. Dari semalam sakit... Demam la, selsema teruk gila, and also sakit tekak. Walaoweyh, bencinya! Kebetulan pulak, today Dania tak pergi sekolah. Haha..Tapi agak best la sebab terlepas from Physics and homework English..Actually tadi baru je lepas bace blog Shahril tadi. Loving the template, or layout or whatever you call it! :)
Writing in my blog, and the time is currently 1.10 am, dated April 25th 2013. I don't actually know why I posted this but I just feel like writing something in my poor blog. Haha. Actually I don't have to tell my friends that I was sick because I know they wouldn't care pun sebenarnya :) Tapi tak pe la.. They're still my friends though. The best of the best ^_^
But somehow, I just wish there would be someone who is willing to know about me and care about my life. Whatever that's going on in my life, I mean. Like how am I doing, asking about my problems, talking about what I'm interested in, always supporting me and etc. But I guess someone like that is really hard to find huh? But I just WISH there's someone like that. There is one actually.. I mean.. there WAS! Perhaps he's now busy with his.... ahh, I'd rather not talk about that. As a friend, I'm happy for him, anyway :)
Things happen, and you are just never able to change them...
Alright then, I feel like sleeping now. Sorry if I wasted couple minutes of your time to make you read this. Gomenasai! :)
Love,
Fiffy
Writing in my blog, and the time is currently 1.10 am, dated April 25th 2013. I don't actually know why I posted this but I just feel like writing something in my poor blog. Haha. Actually I don't have to tell my friends that I was sick because I know they wouldn't care pun sebenarnya :) Tapi tak pe la.. They're still my friends though. The best of the best ^_^
But somehow, I just wish there would be someone who is willing to know about me and care about my life. Whatever that's going on in my life, I mean. Like how am I doing, asking about my problems, talking about what I'm interested in, always supporting me and etc. But I guess someone like that is really hard to find huh? But I just WISH there's someone like that. There is one actually.. I mean.. there WAS! Perhaps he's now busy with his.... ahh, I'd rather not talk about that. As a friend, I'm happy for him, anyway :)
Things happen, and you are just never able to change them...
Alright then, I feel like sleeping now. Sorry if I wasted couple minutes of your time to make you read this. Gomenasai! :)
Love,
Fiffy
Monday, April 22, 2013
50 minutes of HYSTERIA
Today? And I only got 50 minutes to prepare?
Wow! The lines above almost lead me to an awful breakdown. It was indeed an unforgettable experience ever! Did I ever mention that my public speaking will be on the 11th of April 2013? Well... I "thought" it was on that very date. BUT, UNFORTUNATELY.. It was on April 2nd (yesterday) and STARTED at 11 am!
The first word that came to my mind is WTF! Yes. I'm just lucky I didn't mention it out loud. So somehow, my teacher had mistakenly read the "invitation" letter that she got few weeks ago. The first thing I was eating gleefully under a shade, and the next thing I know is that my public speaking competition was on that very day and it had already started! When my mom got to know this, she was like Astaghfirullahalazim.. She was indeed speechless and panicked more than I do.
With my pale white face, I immediately rushed to my class and grabbed my stuff to go to the competition. How lucky was I to have brought my last year's speech to school on that very day! Thanks god. So, I decided to talk about the same thing I did last year with a bit of "alteration"! But although I didn't breakdown whatsoever, I realized I need moral support from a friend. And that's when my bestie Dania came to the rescue. She accompanied me to the competition and was constantly asking me to relax and calm down.
"And so the winner is... Nurfiyanti Afrina !"
Oh god! I seriously couldn't believe it at first. Nasib baik la. Kalau tak.... <decided not to spill> Hehehe. Alhamdulillah, all praises to Allah. But ya know what? The prize gets smaller each. The first one I got in form 2 was the biggest. Unexplainable! haha. Tak kisah la.. So I would like to thank few of these people for helping me out in such tragic moments.
-Miss Ooi (The teacher who trained me, although for just awhile)
-Miss Yeoh (The teacher who drove me there and gave some support)
-Dania! (My BESTIE who gave me most support! =D)
-And perhaps a few others, but I just can't remember lah
I guess I have to practice harder now because the States are just around the corner. So long guys! Take Care!
Love,
Fiffy
Wow! The lines above almost lead me to an awful breakdown. It was indeed an unforgettable experience ever! Did I ever mention that my public speaking will be on the 11th of April 2013? Well... I "thought" it was on that very date. BUT, UNFORTUNATELY.. It was on April 2nd (yesterday) and STARTED at 11 am!
The first word that came to my mind is WTF! Yes. I'm just lucky I didn't mention it out loud. So somehow, my teacher had mistakenly read the "invitation" letter that she got few weeks ago. The first thing I was eating gleefully under a shade, and the next thing I know is that my public speaking competition was on that very day and it had already started! When my mom got to know this, she was like Astaghfirullahalazim.. She was indeed speechless and panicked more than I do.
With my pale white face, I immediately rushed to my class and grabbed my stuff to go to the competition. How lucky was I to have brought my last year's speech to school on that very day! Thanks god. So, I decided to talk about the same thing I did last year with a bit of "alteration"! But although I didn't breakdown whatsoever, I realized I need moral support from a friend. And that's when my bestie Dania came to the rescue. She accompanied me to the competition and was constantly asking me to relax and calm down.
"And so the winner is... Nurfiyanti Afrina !"
Oh god! I seriously couldn't believe it at first. Nasib baik la. Kalau tak.... <decided not to spill> Hehehe. Alhamdulillah, all praises to Allah. But ya know what? The prize gets smaller each. The first one I got in form 2 was the biggest. Unexplainable! haha. Tak kisah la.. So I would like to thank few of these people for helping me out in such tragic moments.
-Miss Ooi (The teacher who trained me, although for just awhile)
-Miss Yeoh (The teacher who drove me there and gave some support)
-Dania! (My BESTIE who gave me most support! =D)
-And perhaps a few others, but I just can't remember lah
I guess I have to practice harder now because the States are just around the corner. So long guys! Take Care!
Love,
Fiffy
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