Day 1 of School

As expressionless as me on the 1st day of school

Assalamualaikum and hello. Of course it's me, Fiffy. Who else could be writing in my own blog?


Well as you all know, January 2nd is officially the first day of school. You guys are excited? Yeah I "was" too. The first day of school scene that I had in mind is definitely different from what happened. What I thought would be is like a really awesome school head start like what happened last year where me and all of my friends would gather around and laugh plus tease each other simultaneously. But it definitely didn't quite turn out that way. In fact, I didn't get to spend much time with my own BFF!

In my classs, semua orang was like soooo quite and barely talks. So, I was kind of in the mood too lah. Habis tu tak kan nak cakap sorang-sorang pulak kan? I mean I still have my friends with me and diorang pun duduk dekat-dekat je but it wasn't as fun and choatic as last year. I guess it'll be that way for the rest of 2013.. kot! (Hopefully not) I know my friends are all the fun type and I'm sure we can all get along with the other "new classmates" (non 3 Bestari 2012), quite well.

Plus now there's a new student who I ain't gonna mention. Kalau nak tau sangat pergi la cari tau sendiri, okay? But it's not a big deal anymore. What other things that happened? ITU JE LAH! There's nothing much. I guess there are more stuff (the non-preferable stuff) coming up soon and I just gotta wait. BTW< I'm freaking glad that almost all of my friends are in the same club as I am. At least one good thing happened.!

Kelab dan Persatuan - English Society
Sukan dan Permainan - Chess club

Okay guys. Gotta continue with the "endless" school work. Bye! Assalamualaikum

Love,
Fiffy

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What in the name of sanity?! 2012 ended already?

(That's what I kept repeating on the last day of 2012 )

Hey <insert your name here> ! Well as you can see, the date I write this post today is January 1st 2013. I don't think that I have to explain that today is the first day of another new year, right? Rasa macam masa berjalan cepat sangat. Tak puas lagi nak menikmati life sebagai student Form 3. Hehe. 

Anyway, yesterday was the last day of 2012 and a few friends of mine and I went out for some drink at their favourite "lepak" place called DragonBall. (Pardon me if I spelled it wrong, somehow) So yeah, it was quite fun. I brought my laptop and we were like surfing the internet together and even capture some pictures. SILLY PICTURES! Haha. 

Me and my BFF Husna! 

Hafiz (left) and Faiz or PAIZ (right)

Just being silly. Dasar takda kerja!

Le' Husna busy with her gadget 

Anyway, the thing that I can never forget throughout year 2012 is that being a 3 bestari student! 2012 is the year where I met a lot of friends and had so much fun. Sebab tu la still rasa tak puas nak jadi budak 3 Bestari. We used to be extremely annoyed when the teachers labelled our class as "bodoh-sombong" and such, but guess what, WE NEVER GIVE A DAMN! That's because it's definitly NOT true. To me, my friends are definitely and indubitably the AWESOME-ST EVER! There are also many other things and accomplishment that I will remember as long as I can for instance the Public Speaking, Debate, RHB Spell-It-Right Challenge and more. 

Ok la, that's the end of chapter 2012. Now it's time to "TUTUP BUKU". Sekarang kena la jadi more matured and of course, stronger to face the ups and downs in 2013. I bet that this year will be extra challenging with the extra subjects and so on. But the one same thing that is still in my New Year's Resolution List is : Ripping-off Syabas! (I don't think that'll ever change until we both go on separate ways, later in 2015)

Dear SYABAS, Bring it on!

SO THIS IS MY NEW YEAR'S RESOLUTION:

1) Be a better, nicer and more friendly person

2) Enlarge my friend circle

3) BEAT SYABAS TO THE DEATH! <---- marked important although sounds extreme

4) Be the best Pennag Public Speaker

5) Help my friends win the Debate Competition

6)..

7)...

That's only part of it and among the important ones. Of course there are more and I assure you that it will take days to complete the list!

So I guess that's all I can write for now. Lepas ni nak kena siap-siap barang nak pergi sekolah la apa la. Anyways, I'm glad to welcome my Form 1 juniors and any other new-comers to my school. 

Love, 

Fiffy

Feel like... CRYING?

Hi. It's Fiffy.

I just got back from school. Just now there was some kind of "gotong-royong" or whatever they call it. Hari ni kitorang dah dapat tau masuk kelas mana and so on. So I got a seat next to Dania, somewhere in the middle (LUCKY) But somehow, I feel quite "lonely". It's not that I don't have any friends cuz I do have plenty of them. But it seems like it isn't going to be as fun and exciting as last year anymore. There are 5 of us who had to be in separate classes and that really is sad.

Maybe it's because that I don't have my two best friends near me. Ika went away and unfortunately Husna and I aren't in the same class. So maybe that's why I feel quite lonely. Not to mention, condolence to Faiz because his best friend which happens to be Hafiz, isn't in the same class as him to. But Faiz is my classmate for THE REST OF 2013!!! (We've been classmates since 3 years ago)

The other "tragic" thing is that our class is kind of ISOLATED. Everyone's classes are like at Block D and ours is at Block E. Serious sedih gila. Rasa terpinggir balik macam masa Form 1 and Form 2 dulu. Husna dapat kelas bawah. Meja kerusi semua baru.. Syok la dia. Haha. Anyway, those stuff doesn't bother me at all. The thing is that, I'm not sure I'm going to enjoy my 2013...

Btw, I'm RECONSIDERING the boarding school if I get it. WISH ME LUCK!

Love,
Fiffy

Awful Dilemma !

Dear.. (whoever is reading this),

I'm in such a terrible dilemma. The time is currently about 2.30 in the morning and I should probably go to bed now. If my mom somehow catch me, still awake at this time, she'll surely punch me in the face till I look like a Chinese! (Not being racist. Just a joke from my friend) There's actually one problem that's stuck in my mind right now.

It's more accurately to be said as a DILEMMA! Actually, I've been longing to go to boarding school since I was 12, which is about 3 years ago. I can't help it that I'm so jealous to see those "boarding school-ers" having an awesome time with their friends tak kira lah in studies or just "aktiviti-aktiviti santai." The thing is, I want to be part of them too.

But...on the other hand, I don't want to leave my friends here, in my current school. It's been three years since I first get in this school and I've made friends with some awesome and very interesting people, here. So, takkan la nak cabut macam tu je kan? I'm very sure that I'll miss my buddies a lot and I probably be homesick kalau pergi SBP (Sekolah Berasrama Penuh) And they might miss me too (harap-harap la). And then, bukannya senang nak say "bye-bye" to Public Speaking competition that I had participated in, for 2 years. dah la next year ada debate lagi. Haish, susah la macam ni.

But then something came to my mind, "Do my friends really going to miss me if I'm gone?" -- "Ada perubahan ke kalau aku keluar sekolah tu? Rasanya diorang lagi seronok kot?" And all sort off negative thoughts just like popped in my mind. So, that's why I'm in an awful dilemma right now. I don't know what to do. Kalau tak dapat SBP, senang la sikit nak buat decision sebab memang tak boleh pergi mana-mana pun, although.. my heart is going to shatter into pieces and I'll probably run out of tears due to crying, weeping, sobbing, etc.

WHAT SHOULD I DO? PLEASE HELP!

Love, 

Fiffy

Mini-dream come true!

Hey yo ! Of course it's me, Fiffy

Guess what day was yesterday? It was actually hari keluar result PMR! To be honest, hours before that memang nervous ya amat! I just kept thinking like.. "What if I got a B?" and all sorts of negative stuff. Biase la. Memang semua candidates pun macam tu.

Anyways, I was really overjoyed, and STILL overjoyed that I got straight As for PMR. Deep down, I don't demand for anything else as presents but only appreciation and compliments from my parents. (Ayat agak pasrah) Tapi my parents nak bagi juga, so accept je la kan. HEHE.

Firstly, I thought the results will be announced around 11 AM so I was just like, bersiap lambat-lambat, sikat rambut lambat-lambat and all that. Right after I wore my clothes, suddenly I got a call from one of my bestie's mom, saying that they're about to announce the result already and I'M STILL IN MY ROOM! Panic jugak la lepas tu, so I rush downstairs and terus masuk kereta. tak sempat nak breakfast pun (lapar gila)

Sampai je dekat sekolah, Fiffy terus masuk dewan. belum sempat nak duduk, my name was called. I was like OMG! Syukur alhamdulillah la dapat straight As. After all of the names are called, which is a total of 31 names, the others had to pick up their results at certain counters at the back of the hall. (Only straight A students je dipanggil) *bangga 5 minit* XD Then, I saw my friends and we were so, ver, extremely happy sebab most of us got straight As. Some of them are Dania, Prishanth, Areena, Vincent and Faiz. (they're some of my besties) The others tu dapat result ok juga, tak teruk pun.That's why I'm happy 

So here's some pics that I cherish the most :)

Me and my beloved mummy

Vincent and I. The happily ever after couple

From the left : Dania, Areena and Me. POWERPUFF GIRLS ! xD

Sweet victory :)

All of my besties! :D

That's all for now. Bye!

Love, 

Fiffy

Fashion O' Fashion

Clothes, shoes, jewelleries... AHH... They're all women's best friends, eh?

I admit that I'm a fashion lover. I love buying all sorts of clothes and especially shoes. I just don't know why I'm attracted to them. Hehe. One year ago, I wasn't a big fan of heels, stilettos and such. But there was a particular day when my father advised me to wear heels instead of flats which is more favorable to me, because I am so short. (bummer) Firstly I was like, "Wah, sedapnya kutuk orang," but then when I rethink of it, I think my father got a point. So, I started buying heels and now, I'm quite obsessed with them. Haha!

Tapi, to be honest, I don't really know how to "style up" ,you know what I mean?  Fiffy ade seorang kawan ni (she's an Iraqi) who have a quite good sense of fashion and also a senior yang pandai "mengstyle-kan dirinya" (It's a HE) :) So, I kind of learn from them la sedikit sebanyak. I personally love pastel colors including warm pink, which is my faourite. Last week, I bought two dresses and a laced sweater which I really loveeee! Both are in pink! Nak panggil Fiffy ni "pinky girl" ke "mabuk pink" ke ape ke, panggil lah, tak kisah pun.

And also, I have a pair of boots yang memang bagi Fiffy, nampak cool and a little extraordinary sebab tak ramai orang suka pakai boots. Yeah I admit that wearing them could feel hot and sweaty sometimes but I love the beige-colored boots! (I bought them in Hong Kong) Hehe. But there's one thing that I kind of hate, that is... TRYING THEM! Of course whenever we want to buy new clothes or shoes, we gotta try'em on first, to make sure it fits, right? Tapi itulah part yang paling Fiffy tak suke. I mean, malas la nak pergi dekat fitting room to and change my outfits and all. Kalau nak kena tunggu queue, lagi la bertambah menyampah! Same goes to trying on shoes.. Kena tunggu salesperson tu ambil kan kasut tu..haih, malasnya nak tunggu.

Actually, tonight I just finished watching a reality show on TV called, Safiyya. It airs every Sunday, 9 PM on TV9 and it has been kind of like  "a must" for me to watch it because it shows some quite awesome and modern styles, specially for Muslimah and Hijabistas like me. Tapi selalu geram gila tengok diorang pakai tudung lawa-lawa. Fiffy sikit pun tak tahu nak pakai tudung belit-belit macam diorang. So.. that's why I wrote this in my blog. Haha! Alright then, gotta go. Bye!

Love,

Fiffy

Pastel colors by Pastelinas. Oh, lawanya! :D

Bright colors. How cheerful

Safiyya
Sundays
 9-10 PM
TV9

Why is it so hard?

Ha.....  *sighing*

Why is it so hard to lose weight and be tall?
In my opinion, one of the most vital secret to lose weight is discipline, which frankly I am lack of. I mean seriously, we gotta be more discipline in our diet and work out plans right? Yang ni, lepas habis exercise, melantak tak ingat dunia. Bila dah habis makan, baru teringat nak menyesal.

Actually I was skinny before (aceh) when I was in primary school. But then, somehow when I stepped into my secondary school years, I started to eat a lot. It's like I couldn't cotrol myself. I still remember that whenever I was feeling down, I would rush to the fridge and find something to eat. (Sekarang pun buat jugak, kadang-kadang)  Maybe because I was under so much pressure in being a secondary school student. Mother kept warning me that I would put on weight and look as fat as a pig if I keep on my habit. But I was a stubborn girl before and every time she said that, I would reply "Mom! It's ok. Makan sikit je pun. Tak kan lah nak gemuk"

Sekarang barulah nak menyesal, menangis tak berlagu. Another problem that I'm facing with right now is HEIGHT PROBLEM ! ! ! My friends usually tease me because of my "shortness" as well as my father! I wouldn't give a damn if they teased me but sometimes, deep down, I feel down because honestly, I am the shortest among my friends. Even junior-junior pun ramai lagi tinggi.

Kalaulah dapat kurus and tinggi macam Asia's Next Top Models tu kan best? (Cewah. Berangan lebih!) OK. I think from now on, I will try to be more discipline.

IF ANYONE HAS ANY TIPS OF LOSING WEIGHT OR CONTROLLING DIET, DO TELL ME! 

Love,
Fiffy

Asia's Next Top Model. Look at their spidery-long legs! I love Jessica and Helena though