Love for Japanese !

Konnichi wa! Watashi wa Fiffy desu!
こんにちは。私の名前Fiffyです
(Hello. My name is Fiffy)-Japanese

Hey hey hey. It's Fiffy here. I'm ACTUALLY blogging from my parents room. Can you guys believe that? Haha. (I bet people don't even give a damn) My feet are freezing cold. You wanna know why I'm posting tonight?

Actually I just want to talk about my new passion. It's Japanese! My lil sister likes Korean and all those KPOP artists and celebs but it's different when it comes to me. I just like the Japanese, its culture, the fashion sense and of course the language. To me, it sounds so cute, the way they pronounce it and all. I also fancy their "habit" or "tradition" (or whatever they call it) of BOWING in front of their guest in terms of respect. It shows that they're polite and they respect people, which is an attitude, WE 'MALAYSIANS' are lacking of.

I like to watch Japanese drama than the Korean because Korean dramas are more modern in certain ways. But, there is one Korean drama that I'm totally obsessed with for the time being which is Cinderella's Stepsister! (Astro HD Channel 392) The story behind all this admiration for Japanese started about few months ago, during the muslim's fasting month. Kan muslims kene bangun awal untuk sahur? So, lepas sahur tu, Fiffy tak tahu nak buat ape. So then I decided to search for any "romantic" drama in YouTube. And then terjumpe lah satu drama ni which is The Sky of Love or in Japanese they say it as Koizora. Lepas satu,satu episod Fiffy tengok so then I fell in love with it. Serious best! (bagi girls yang minat drama romantic la) Memang sedih sangat tengok drama tu and I admit that there were streams of tears flowing from my eyes. HAHA!

And so after that, I keep on browsing for more dramas such as the previous one, mane lah tahu kalau ade drama best-best lagi, kan? And I found the second which is "I give my first love to you" So this drama pun Fiffy dah tengok sampai habis, part by part. Memang teramatlah sedih!

So, sambil-sambil tengok drama-drama ni, I "accidently" admired their fascinating language. So, I Google some Japanese words yang commonly used and tried to memorise some of them. Ala.. daripade tak buat ape-ape cuti sekolah ni, ade jugak bende yang bergune boleh buat kan?

This is "Sky of Love" or Koizora. The first Japanese drama I ever watched and it was truly  romantic  and amazing. MUST WATCH!

This is the second Japanese drama I watched and is also romantic plus super sad. Get a box of tissues if you're watching
this!

This is a scene from "I give my first love to you" The first time the couple met 

This would be the KOREAN drama that I'm currently obsessed with . Even my  friend loves it.. and  it's a HE !  Plus Taechyeon (first guy from the left, is so cute!)

I guess that's all for now. Bye Earthlings!

Love,

Fiffy :)

Happy Birthday, Husna!

Happy birthday to you,

You live in a zoo,

You look like a monkey,

And you smell like one too! 

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, DEAR BFF, HUSNA!

Hahaha. I really love to sing this hilariously disturbing song whenever my best friends are celebrating their birthday. I learnt it from Madagascar I guess :)

Anyways, Husna punye birthday actually December 4th, tapi Fiffy bagi hadiah dekat die on the  next day which was Dec 5th. Ala... Tak salah pun kalau bagi hadiah, belated sikit kan? :D I bought her a nice, peach-pastel colored, sling bag and I'm 100% sure that she loves it..because I love it too. Hehe (taste kitorang lebih kurang) Actually Husna's mom brought us to Sunway Carnival (a boring shopping place) on the same day. Kitorang ingat nak tengok wayang tapi "mase mencemburui" kitorang so, tak jadilah nampaknye. Haha. Anyway, kitorang just jalan-jalan with our two other MOST MISCHIEVOUS friends who happen to be Hafiz and Faiz. Honestly, best gile jalan ngan dua orang ni. But, of course it would be better if the rest are here iaitu Dania, Prishanth, Areena, Ika and perhaps Raihan too. 

Tapi I did something OBVIOUSLY STUPID which then adversely affected me... that is wearing HEELS! Alahai.. bodohnye lah rase. Dah tahu nak pergi jalan banyak-banyak, pegi pakai heels tu buat ape? (tapi sebenarnye kelam kabut sikit pagi tu) So, my feet hurt real bad until I have to buy need pair of flats. Tapi tak rugi sepenuhnye sebab I bought VINCCI'S!! Fiffy nampak 50% so ape tunggu lagi? Redah je lah! Hehehe. Kalau nak dekat year-end-sale nanti lagi la best! (tak sedar yang diri tu dah "broke") Haha.

So, itu je la. Kitorang just pegi jalan-jalan sampai sakit kaki tapi tak buat atau beli ape pun. But I never regret spending even a second of my time with my friends. Although it turned out, not as I planned. So, I just hope that in the future boleh pegi jalan-jalan lagi but maybe this time somewhere yang best sikit and the rest of my buddies can come with.

Okay then. Gotta go now. Bye!
Love,
Fiffy

Allow me to burst!

Dear Diary,

This might sounds rude but I'm going to start it with this... GODDAMN IT! Today is just so stressful. Maybe because my family and I are going to my dad's hometown in Terengganu, which takes a 9-hour drive. It's some bloody hell, isn't it? (I sounded like Ron Weasly, eh?) Honestly saying, although it's quite fun to be there, but there are also cons of going to that hometown of my dad's. Here's why:

1. I don't like the long drive
2. I don't know how to speak with Terengganu dialect
3. I hate when I'm ignored by my OWN FAMILY!
4. I don't have friends who happens to be my age

Besides that, my parents are putting a load on my mind when they are asking me to get all my stuff ready for the so-called holidays, which is going to end this Sunday. Until now, I don't think this "going to Terengganu" thingy is gonna be worth it! 

Second of all, everything is just happening to fast, not giving me even a short break. Just to make it clear, I won't reply any text messages from anyone for the time being, to calm my mind a bit. Well except for my best/close friends. This massive headache I had yesterday might as well gone, but the scar of it in my soul still remains. This would take quite a long time to cure. Now let's just not talk about it okay? 

There's just one thing I want to say, I don't want to keep lies or secrets any longer. (If there is) actually is not even a secret and I didn't lie. I'm just not telling the truth to certain people. And I think it's best for me to be honest. Or else I'm going to regret it in the future, which I certainly want to avoid from happening.

Alright then. Till then, diary.

Love,

Fiffy

My soul needs medication

I should take this if it exist!

Dear Diary,

Actually I don't know what to think right now. I just feel as if my soul is very exhausted and tired. I would like to be "free" again, somehow, like my friends. They're just happy enjoying their life and can do whatever they want to do, without having to keep secrets.. and stuff. I guess it's true of what people say about "this stuff" You know? Sometimes I felt that I've made a fool of myself for letting me dragged into this unrealistic world.

There're just too much conflicts revolving around me. But thank god it happened after the exams, so that I don't have to focus on studies much. Actually I have a friend who's a girl and we called her <insert> because of her annoying behaviour. I don't deny that she's an intelligent girl and one of the top scorers in my school, but she often "brags" about her INTELLIGENCE, which my friends and I found real annoying. But seriously, sometimes I think it'll be okay to be like her. I mean, she concentrates almost 100% in her studies and does not get herself involved in this world (I guess) and look what does that brought her? LOADS OF BENEFITS! I don't say that I want to brag and be such a snob like her, but I'm just extracting the positive values from her, if I ever possibly could.

As much as I want to share this with you, but I'm afraid this information of me expressing myself got into the wrong hands. I think I should just keep this to myself. Anyway, I think that all I want to do now is just sit back, read my novel and have some snack. Yeah I think that's the best way to handle this massive headache. I'm not saying my life is in a misery though but I could use some friendly help. I just can't choose alright! And please don't let me do it. My friends would know what the heck am I talking about this "choosing" stuff. Please don't think negatively, dear diary!

i drove to my mum's clinic to pick up some medicine cuz this major headache is killing me. I don't have any fever, according to my mum who diagnosed my few minutes ago. But then on my way home, my teacher saw me driving a car and for one moment I thought her eyes were going to pop out! Now that's another explanation to give, later on. Haaa.. Perhaps life's "a little" miserable right now. But what the heck, I think I can handle this with some friendly conversation and help.

I should get some rest now, diary. I'll write to you soon, when I'm feeling better.

Love,

Fiffy

R.I.P dear PMR

Dear diary,

     Today, October 15th, is the day where MOST of the Form 3 students will say RIP to PMR. Don’t tell me what PMR is alright? But in case you do not know what it is, it’s actually an “unnecessary” exam for  all 15-year-old Malaysians. Seriously I meanshould they really be making such a huge issue about global warming and struggling on thinking ways on how to sustain the Earth when they are actually wasting tonnes of papers on this exam? No, this is not a joke. We’ll just be losing more and more trees if this keeps on going. (which it will) But it will eventually stop because now the government have a new and “improved” way of evaluating the secondary school students, which is through a “thingy” called PBS. I can’t really understand how it works and absolutely don’t give a damn. No offense though J

     Well, back to what I wanted to say now. I came home today, grinning from ear to ear and was on cloud nine. But I don’t really know exactly why I still don’t feel the “joy” you get it? Anyway, did I mentioned about my friends and I who went to have lunch at KFC? Yeah we did. Even though we still have one last paper to go which is KHB, we felt quite happy walking together and enjoying the meal which includes laughs of joy. My girl friends who joined me were Ika, Dania, Husna and Areena. It was quite amazing. We did plan on going to spend our weekend in Penang too, though. Perhaps go for a movie, have lunch and dinner and maybe go roller-skating too. (I waste most of my time falling though.

     I will definitely come to school tomorrow. Dania told us that she was going to bring a cake and some drinks just for a “minor” celebration. (It’s gonna get noisy) haha! I bet you that we’re going to get scold by a teacher but guess what, who gives a damn? J but unfortunate for a friend of mine, Prishanth  because he still have his last paper tomorrow but it’s going to end early. And he’s quite sick so he can’t get CRAZY as he always was. Hahaha! Dear diary, I wonder what will all of us be doing tomorrow. I don’t doubt that tomorrow’s absentees are going to be numerous. I heard most of my friends who planned, not to come to school tomorrow to express their rebellion or something but honestly, I think being in school is way better where you can chat with friends and laugh all day long, rather than being alone in front of your TV or laptop at home.

     To be honest, there are A LOT of stuff that I’ve been thinking to do after this exam, WAY before it even starts. But now, there are just too much going on in my head that I can’t even choose what my heart desires. But I think I will gradually start on the things that I planned to do for the next few days. Perhaps we all JUST FINISHED the bloody PMR and this freedom is still kind of awkward. Especially for a “friend” of mine which I ain’t going to mention. Actually I’m writing to you right now at 12 in the morning and I feel quite sleepy. But then my mind told me that i might be a waste to sleep early because my friends are probably enjoying their freedom right now. Hahaha! No more burning the midnight oil (for this year) I think I’m going to just talk with my BFF tomorrow and just finish my Harry Potter book Vol.2 –I can’t read much because I have exams! Daa!!  Stop with the laughs or giggles or whatever you’re probably be doing right now!

I think that’s all I can write to you right now, dear diary. I just don’t know what else to say. I promise you that I will keep up to date more often from now on. Have a sweet dream!

(I'LL POST SOME PICS IF MY FRIENDS HAVE SOME, LATER)

Love,

Fiffy  XXX

What a life!

Dear diary,

Hi I'm just back from school. Feeling extra lethargic today although it’s just Friday. Why? Well maybe because my friends and I were scolded by a teacher this morning. Honestly saying, it sort of ruined our “morning cheer mood” you know what I’m saying? But I don’t blame the teacher though because it’s actually our fault for not completing those works he gave few days ago. I thought his period is gonna be at noon and unfortunate for me, it turns out to be this morning. Bummer! Anyways, I’m not here to talk about that today. I’m just here to “complain” about myself. Yeah that’s right. MYSELF.

I don’t know why these days I’m feeling so exhausted and worn out when I get back from school. As if I was running at the field 10 times or something. It truly sucks. I can barely stay up late and burn the midnight oil like I used to do before this. I need to! Or else, I’m going to flunk this major test. (well not exactly flunk) so, do you have any ideas on how to stay awake at night? I know coffee doesn’t work for me. (Dear caffeine: please do your job!) On top of that, I also tried to sleep during the day so that I can stay up late at night and use the time to study. But the result is still negative. I don’t think that method works for me either. But… maybe I’ll just have to sleep a little longer. I’m serious! (Hehe)

Another thing is that there’re just a lot work, worksheets, handouts and etc. given to us the PMR victims. Although I don’t complain about that because I know that we extremely need it. But what I’m just trying to do know is writing to you so I could some sort of release my stress or something. So yeah! J  What’s the most important thing now is to avoid any sort of distraction namely the net, TV and stupid funny videos. (Those are the things I love to do) and I’ve t pay extra attention in class so I’ll always stay in track. Note to self: Come on Fiffy, there’s just one month to go and then I’ll be free!!! Free like a flying bird!!!)

 I guess I’ll have to cut it here for now. Please hope that I’ll still be alive in October. :D

PMR DATE a.k.a. DAY OF DOOM = October 9^th 2012

Yup that's me! xD

Love,

Fiffy

Ramadhan Leaves, Syawal Approaches

Dear Diary,

Firstly, I would like to tell you that I feel so relieved because my PMR trial has just passed. PHEW! That’s a burden off. But I can’t be so excited because there’s another bloody trial next month and the final exam in October. So, my friends and I will get have to study like crazy until we might not remember our own names. Fill our brains with as much knowledge as we can for instance History, Geography etc.

On the other hand, I believe all of the Muslims will be very happy, excited and eager because Eidulfitr’ is just round the corner! It’ll be on this Sunday. I admit that that I am, so!!! So as usual, friends will be talking about the “raya” outfits like shoes, dresses and such. Whereas families will be discussing about what are they gonna eat, where are they gonna go and so on. So diary, I just want to tell you that my raya outfits this year is will be in red, black and floral pink. But the whole family’s theme this year is RED. Yeah that’s right. I’m the one who make the decision! Haha (that sounds kinda cruel, eh?)

We’ll be going to hometown tomorrow and we’re going to stay there for the whole week. But what I’m worried is that my cousins won’t really be socializing with me. Firstly it’s because my age gap with them is quite far. If I ever join their group, I’ll surely be the youngest and they’ll treat me as such. but I ain’t going to let that happen again this year, I’ll show them that I’ve grown up, (well not like an adult!) and I want to follow them when they hangout late at night. Muahaha! Apart from that, I won’t be able to spend the whole week, having fun and going out. I’ve got piles of homework for just one subject. (I’m not gonna say the sub) With pure sarcasm, I say, Thank You SOOO much for the work! (ain’t gonna mention the teacher too) XD

Alright then, I guess I have to help mom to prepare for break fast down there. My mom just ask me to “potong cincau!” walaoweyh!

BYE!  

SALAM EIDUL FITR' 2012